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January 24, 2012, at 11:22 pm

Changes

I am making more changes in my life.

After 17 years of celibacy I have decided to date!

Praying for wisdom, guidance and patience.

I am also becoming more extroverted online and in the real world.

Been blessed to be making more friends online. I am actually messaging a few male friends back now. MAJOR ADVANCEMENT !

BUCKET LIST:

Date Again!

See the ocean.

Fly in a plane.

Get my passport.

Get married again.

Use all the gifts God gave me.

Be more supportive of everyone… except Republicans. LOL!

Be more compassionate.

Be more outgoing.

Stop having social anxiety and panic attacks.

Get use to talking on the phone without having a panic attack.

Get healthier.

Smile more.

Help those less fortunate.

Be more patient.

Be more vocal online.

Lose more weight.

Make new friends.

I have a few men that I am interested in. Just wanting for them to make a move.  Having all kinds of men flirt with me online and reality… I am now trying to FLIRT with guys in person. Social Anxiety Sucks!

I am so proud of Rosie. She has lost 175 lbs now. She will be able to get fitted for a new wheelchair in July! Rosie only weighs 35 lbs more than me now. Looking great! You go sis! Rosie is wearing size 20-22 jeans now.

I am down to size 10-12 in jeans. Down from a 26. WOO-HOO.

Rosie and I both are now getting allergy shots.

Thinking about talking to my family doc about my mood swings.

May even start seeing a shrink again.

Wish Rosie would not have so much nausea and vomiting. She even had a dizzy spell today.

Having fibromyalgia aches and pains.. plus Fibro Fog. I hate the mental confusion it creates. Not  thinking clearly. Seems like I think in slow-mo. HATE IT!

Enjoying my new puppy. SnickerDoodle, he is a BLONDE Long haired Miniature Dachshund, who worships me!

Snickers gets along with all our pets: Smoki, Jazzi, Punkin, Panther and Tater.

Snickers loves going bye-bye.

Smoki and Snickers love baskin-robbins ice cream. Take them every few weeks.

My Best friend John has been  having health issues. I am worried about him. Pray that he gets better and that he sleeps well.

I have been wearing short skirts, pantyhose and knee high leather boots. I have fabulous legs! Bet I tried on 20 pairs of boots till I found one to fit my skinny legs.

I layered my hair a few weeks ago and can’t believe how wavy it is naturally.

Haven’t had much sleep lately. Rosie wakes me up a few times nightly. Tummy issues. Pray that I get some decent sleep tonight.

Praying for the man I was created for, the one God designed for me. I KNOW you are out there waiting for me. Thinking of me. Praying for me. Maybe we already know one another. Grant US both wisdom, guidance, & patience. Open up our hearts, minds, souls, and spirits to recognize each other when the time is right. Happy about my future. I know it is gonna be a good one!

I believe that God speaks and gives signs to some people… I pray that this night that God speaks to me and/or to my helpmate. Let US know. Comfort us. Give us patience. Let US Dream of one another.

Hope to travel to WV to see my family in a few weeks. I love and miss them dearly.

God Bless You,

Love and Prayers,

Angela


January 14, 2012, at 4:50 pm

Gastric Bypass

I am so proud of my sissy Rosie… She has lost 170 lbs in  the last year. She is only 40 lbs away from my weight now. Just wish she didn’t have nausea so often. Praying for her.

I am still having bloating, gas, left quadrant pain, diarrhea alternating with constipation.  Dr Boyce got my insurance to approve an abdominal CT scan.. It is scheduled on Tuesday. IF It shows what Dr Boyce expects he will be able to correct the roux-en-y surgery and help me lose additional weight. would love to lose 50-75 additional pounds. I am still over 200lbs. Barely but still! Wearing a size 12 now.

Love all the new male attention. I have a slew of online male suitors. Hoping one in particular asks for my phone number.Had a gorgeous man from Atlanta interested in me…. but he turned out to be a jerk.  Have so many young BOYS wanting to get to know me better. I will only date men over 40. Not interested in any man who is under 40 at all. I have a few online personal ads… all state you must be a SINGLE/DIVORCED Male, a Christian, a Democrat, and over 40. Must love family, movies, music, pets and traveling. Other than that I am pretty open to talking to a man.

John and I are still very close. We will always be close…. but both know and accept the fact that we will never be together.

I am tired. Hope to update more on what has been happening in our lives later this week.

Busy Busy Busy.

GOD IS LOVE,

God Bless You,

Angela


October 20, 2011, at 8:37 pm

Gastric Bypass

October 20, 2011

My sis Rosie had her 3 month Gastric Bypass Checkup. Since Feb she has lost over +125 lbs. She only weighs 66 lbs more than me now. You go Sis! Just wish her nausea would dissipate. Her hernia wound has healed enough and was told she can now start aquatic therapy!!! Woo-Hoo! Calling the Boy and Girls Club as well as Jefferson Community Pool tomorrow. Hope to start on Monday. LIFE IS GOOD!

I saw Dr. Stephen G. Boyce, who did Rosie’s gastric bypass surgery, today. I am having him investigate my continuing gastro-intestinal issues that has bothered me ever since I had my roux-en-y on Sept 14th, 2009. He has a few theories on why I only lost 50 or so pounds from the roux-en-y surgery. I should have lost 100+ lbs. Theories are my pouch should be smaller: 15 ml and not 30ml. More of my intestines need bypassed. Scar tissue. Bowel Kink.

I am having an abdominal CT Scan on Nov 1st.

*IF* it is what Dr Boyce thinks it may be, I will have to undergo another Laparoscopic surgery and I should be able to lose more weight. My BMI is still 35.3. Still OBESE!

Still suffering from upper left quadrant abdominal pains, bloating, gas and diarrhea. Severe at times.

Just hoping that some of Dr Boyce’s theories show up on the CT scan and that I can have another lap surgery and get on my way to a healthier life. He hopes it is due more to my lower bowel area than a problem with my upper stomach region. Lower gastrointestinal prob will be much easier to fix… than an upper one.

He is starting me on flagyl and was suggesting Cholestyramine till I told him I was already on Welchol. They are in the same family of meds. I have tired Cholestyramine in the past unsuccessfully.

I had gastric bypass to help me get off some of my meds. Well, I am off insulin but now on 3 NEW meds for my stomach issues!!! My current med list:

Atenolol Heart Rate/Blood Pressure Bentyl Irritable Bowel Buspar Social Anxiety Cymbalta Depression/Fibromyalgia/ CMT Loperamide Irritable Bowel Lortab Chronic Fatigue//Fibromyalgia Meta-Glip Diabetes/Insulin Resistance Synthroid Hypothyroid Trazodone Depression/Insomnia Welchol Irritable Bowel Xanax Anxiety/Insomnia Fish Oil Multi Vitamin/Mineral Biotin IRON Probiotic Vitamin B Complex D3

I AM A WALKING PHARMACY! LOL!

I really need to lose weight to help with my Charcot Marie Tooth Syndrome  “CMT” which I was recently diagnosed with.

 CMT Morbus Charcot-Marie-Tooth, Charcot-Marie-Tooth neuropathy, hereditary motor and sensory neuropathy (HMSN), hereditary sensorimotor neuropathy (HSMN), or peroneal muscular atrophy, is an inherited disorder of nerves (neuropathy) that takes different forms. It is characterized by loss of muscle tissue and touch sensation, predominantly in the feet and legs but also in the hands and arms in the advanced stages of disease. Currently incurable.

I inherited it from my dad. My legs and feet are getting weaker. I have extremely high arches and claw toes.  When I walk, all my weight lands on the balls of my feet and not evenly as it is suppose to.  My feet are starting to turn outward. Have very tight Achilles tendons. Gluts and Quads are also too tight. I started therapy last week to help prevent further damage. I have had issues all my life with twisting my ankles, losing my balance, and falling. At least now I know there is a reason and not just my clumsiness!  CMT is a Muscular Dystrophy disease.

Angela October 20th, 2011 Dr Boyce's Office.

 Still desiring to lose 50-75 additional pounds… with Dr Boyce’s surgical mind, capable hands, and his wonderful compassion, coupled with my rejuvenated desire to lose more weight; I am sure it can be accomplished.

I have been exercising for 15-30 min a day. Using resistant bands, stretches, and isometrics. Hope to go to aquatic aerobics 2-3 times a week. I will have to rise and shine by 7 am on the days we go… Just have to start getting my rump in bed earlier than the 4 am I am accustomed to.

I am so tired today. Got up at 8 am. Now my upper abdominal area is extended. Bloated horribly. Has been for a few hours. Miserable.

Went to Puleos in Strawberry Plains. I had a salad (greens, cheese, tomatoes, croutons, and cucumbers) homemade Italian dressing… I may have used 1 Tablespoon. Got stuffed after the salad and only had  3-4 bites of citrus chicken and 2 bites of sirloin. 3 bites of sesame noodles. One bite of bread.

I have known John for almost 4 years now. He and I text chat with video cam. No audio. I am just too shy… I finally made him a video of me taking to him with Audio. I have never made a video of myself until now.., BUT Damn I am so cute!!! Adorable. Sweet Southern Voice. John loved it! Gonna audio Chat with him LIVE this week. Think I have enough courage to do it. His step-grandsons (13 and 15) are out of school on Fall break and have been staying with him all week. Lucky to even see him on cam this week let alone TALK to him live… Hope to webcam chat with audio over the weekend.

We are heading out to pick up meds tomorrow and then gonna drive bye FrightMare Manor http://frightmaremanor.com/ to see how busy they are. It is about 2.5 miles from my house. Extremely popular attraction.

I am getting more confidence and self esteem. Feeling womanly. Dressing sexier. Receiving lots of male attention.

Been playing with makeup. Tried a few different looks this week. Some were nice… others.. eh… not so much. LOL!

I wore a black mini-dress. It is called Bandage Dress. Got it 2 years ago and finally wore it for the first time today. It is a size 16 but I could have easily worn it in a size 12.  Really pleased with the way my legs looked today! Main body issue I hate is my saggy flabby tummy. Lots of loose skin there. My face is also sagging some. Been doing facial exercises and hope that it get taunter.  I also have a few wrinkles on my forehead… but hell I look spectacular to be almost 46 years old! LOL!

October 20, 2011

Hoping to visit my West Virginia Family in a few weeks. Missing them all. Sending love and prayers to all of them especially to Brandy, Sara, Becky and MaShayla. Praying that Shay’s cat Zena comes home soon. Sending get well wishes to Aunt Earlene. We are hoping to stay in a Cabin At Twin Falls Resort… if one of the handicapped cabins is available the weekend we go in.

My snack tonight will be low fat mozzarella string cheese and a few red seedless grapes…. and then off to bed.

Praying for all my readers.

~Angela Bell

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July 13, 2011, at 10:10 pm

Proud of Rosie

Rosie had her last pre-op testing today. She has lost over 50+ lbs since Feb!!! So proud of her.

Dr Boyce ordered a bilateral ultrasound test to check for blood clots in her legs. She had one today and will also have one after surgery. Dr Boyce and his staff are very well organized. WONDERFUL PROGRAM!!!

Surgery is less than 2 weeks away. I am so excited for Rosie! Have prescriptions for her meds that Dr Boyce requires prior and after surgery. Getting them filled tomorrow.

So far Rosie and I like all the foods that we have purchased from Dr Boyce’s office. Spent over $500.00 on the PROTEIN foods and vitamins. Rose is so finicky.. so pleased that she actually likes the PROTEIN items Dr Boyce sells.

I have lost 12lbs since my first visit. Dr Boyce wants to see me after Rosie’s surgery to discuss what he thinks need to be done for me. I only have lost 60 lbs since I had Gastric Bypass 21 months ago. Still would like to lose 50-75 MORE lbs. Dr Boyce has gathered all my records from Dr Mancini’s office. Just hope he suggests BPD/DS for me. Hope he can going back in and check my Roux-en-y. In order for my insurance to pay for additional surgery there has to be something wrong… Still having upper left quadrant pain and severe Irritable Bowel Syndrome.. which I have had since surgery.

Rosie is online looking for some dresses in smaller sizes. I still have a slew of dresses I bought prior to my surgery. One I wore for the first time today. Really cute mini dress… which I wore biker shorts under. Rosie almost bought a red prom dress today in a size 20. It was only $10… thinking to going back and buying it for her. Can’t wait till she is able to go into any store and find clothes that fits her.

I love my baby sis!

 

Rosie’s NEW LIFE is about to begin!


February 20, 2011, at 8:12 pm

Revision of Roux-en-Y gastric bypass to distal bypass for failed weight loss

Revision of Roux-en-Y gastric bypass to distal bypass for failed weight loss M. Logan Rawlins, M.D.ab Donovan Teel II, M.D.bc, Kim Hedgcorth, C.M.A.c, John P. Maguire, M.D.bc

Received 19 April 2010; accepted 28 August 2010. published online 14 September 2010.

Abstract Background

Weight loss failure after proximal Roux-en-Y gastric bypass (RYGB) occurs in ≤35% of cases. No consensus has been reached on the best revisional operation for these patients. Our objective was to review our data on the conversion to distal gastric bypass at a university-affiliated private practice in the United States.

Methods

A retrospective review was completed of 29 patients from 2002 to 2009 who had undergone conversion of RYGB to distal gastric bypass because of failure to lose weight, defined as a body mass index >35 kg/m2 or a percentage of excess weight loss of <50%. The RYGB of each patient was converted to a 100-cm distal common limb with a total in-continuity length of 250 cm. Attention was primarily paid to the percentage of excess weight loss at each yearly follow-up visit and any metabolic complications.

Results

The average excess weight loss and body mass index were significantly improved from 26.6% and 48.1 kg/m2 before revision to 60.9% and 35.3 kg/m2 at 1 year and 68.8% and 31.5 kg/m2 at 5 years. Of the 29 patients, 6 developed protein calorie malnutrition requiring parenteral nutrition, and 1 required reversal. Diabetes had completely resolved with the additional weight loss.

Conclusion

Revision of RYGB to distal gastric bypass can allow patients to achieve sustainable weight loss similar to what they were seeking from their primary surgery. From the results of the present series, the operation was safe, with no perioperative mortality or anastomotic complications. The development of protein calorie malnutrition and vitamin deficiencies is real, and patients require close monitoring and follow-up.

Keywords: Revision distal gastric bypass, Failed weight loss

a Department of Surgery, Wright Patterson Medical Center, Wright Patterson Air Force Base, Ohio

b Department of Surgery, Wright State University Boonshoft School of Medicine, Dayton, Ohio

c Premier Metabolic and Bariatric Surgery, Miami Valley Hospital, Dayton, Ohio

Correspondence: Logan Rawlins, M.D., Department of Surgery, Wright State University Boonshoft School of Medicine, Weber CHE, Suite 7000, One Wyoming Street, Dayton, OH 45409

PII: S1550-7289(10)00658-1

doi:10.1016/j.soard.2010.08.013