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March 11, 2012, at 5:14 pm

Our Weekend Sucked!

Rosie’s nausea returned on Friday. She felt yucky all weekend. We stayed home. She goes sees her Gastric Bypass Doc on Thursday. Hope to get a referral to a Gastroenterologist. Needs a colonoscopy and endoscopy.

Thanks for all your support, thoughts, well wishes and prayers sent our way. Praying for all who have prayed for Us.

I was achy all weekend. Inflamed joints, Muscles aches, fatigued. Did get a lil bit of spring cleaning started.

Really need to do some grocery shopping tomorrow. Hope Rosie feels well enough to go out.

2 Men from Southern West Virginia (where I was born and raised) Are on the wealthiest USA Billionaires List. AMAZED at their accomplishments and proud of their philanthropy!

Got the older Dell Laptop ready to sell for $100. Going to prepare 2 netbooks that we plan on selling for $25 each.  Also have a 24″ FLAT monitor to sale for $25. ALL BARGAINS! Have 1 PC that needs fixed.I Think it is a bad graphics card… Gonna work on that.

Watching Whitney and Bobbi Kristina on Oprah. Praying for Bobbi.

Thinking about MR HANDSOME… if he only knew all the things I dream about doing to him… LOL! I am sure he would blush! Sometimes I think about writing him in regards to all the hot fantasies I have of him…Naughty… Bawdy… Erotic Fun! I imagine him doing hedonistic things to me.Ooh-la-la what an experience he and I could share.I may have not had sex in years but my body is ready, willing and able.When I have been in a relationship… the sexual part was always fiery, wild and passionate. On a Daily basis. Love sharing sensuality with a partner.Miss that.I adore intimacy…. lovemaking…. more-so than most women.I can be too demanding. Just craving for a man to stroke his hand across my face.Gently kiss my lips.Suck on my earlobe.Cuddle me tight as we sleep.YES, I am Frisky.Needing a lil nookie… hell.. I want A LOT of nookie! LOL When I am in LOVE…. I always am ready to share carnal relations. I hope that Mr Handsome dances through *MY* dreams…and that *I* do the same in his dreams till the day ( IF EVER) that *WE* walk into each others lives…. and ravage one each others minds, hearts, bodies, and souls.

Made a few postings this past weekend: http://www.angelarose.com/

~Angela Bell

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March 6, 2012, at 5:57 pm

Praise The Lord….

Rosie is feeling so much better. Not sure why…she took a zofran last night in the ER. Went to get a script filled for Zofran at WalMart and It is out of stock and won’t be available till tomorrow. $5 a pill! FIVE BUCKS!

Rosie actually asked to go out shopping and dining. I was so surprised when she wanted to pick out a nail polish. She hasn’t been interested in makeup or nails for a LONG Time. Just small lil steps I appreciate.

She is still having MILD Nausea and soreness in her lower abdomen. Her appetite has returned and she was able to actually eat a good size portion of fish.

I was THRILLED to see her eat and savor each bite.

Just pray that she continues to improve. Been a rough 7.5 months since Gastric Bypass. She goes to Dr Boyce next Thursday.

She is so talkative. Back to the old Rose Lee that I adore. Her voice has even been weak the past month. Her voice was much stronger today. Not sure Zofran or perhaps the dye contrast she drank and they injected has helped her the most. But something obviously has helped. Maybe it helped when the doc pressed on her stomach and she shrieked out in pain. Maybe burst an MRSA abscess or something. Hmmm….

My right hip has given out on me twice this week, so far! Last night it went out and I fell backwards upon the van door. OUCH! Today when I stood up from the table at Shoney’s it went out again. UGH. It is painful. I will TRY and get to my rheumatologist in a few weeks. I have had balance issues ever since I had the first Chronic Kidney Failure Episode. Had 3 of them. Only needed dialysis that 1st time.

Sending prayers to The Hendrix Family. Hope Zachary has a speedy recovery. GOD BLESS THEM ALL!

Thanks to everyone who has prayed for Rosie. Hope we are on the track for a full recovery.

Rosie says she is planning her next meal… it has been a long time since she did this. Now has ZERO Nausea. PTL!

Off to relax and watch TV with Rosie.

Love and Prayers,

Angela


March 6, 2012, at 10:42 am

Rosie Update….

Rosie is feeling pretty good today. Zofran must have helped. She just took a phenergan. Will take a Zofran in a few hours. Still having pain and soreness in her lower abdomen.

Waiting for Dr Williams/Dr Boyce to call us back. Hope they can see her today.

I had Gastric Bypass Dumping Syndrome all night. Should not have ate that Hot Fudge Cake. Still feeling YUCKY.

Thanks for all your prayers. Praying for all of you.

God Bless,

Angela Bell


March 6, 2012, at 12:08 am

Another Emergency Room Adventure… 7th one in 8 months

Rosie has had Diarrhea, Nausea, Vomiting and pain since 7-24-11 Day of Biliopancreatic Diversion With Duodenal Switch aka Gastric Bypass Surgery http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biliopancreatic_diversion#Biliopancreatic_diversion

Today she went for her 7th ER Visit in 8 months. Twice  in the last 2 weeks. All her vitals and blood work was normal today. She had a ct scan today and 2 weeks ago. It shows some air abscesses. In August she had MRSA Abscess all over her internal stomach. Was hospitalized for 21 days. I STILL BELIEVE SHE HAS MRSA ABSCESSES!

The ER Doc wants her to see her Gastric Bypass surgeon Dr Boyce in a few days. Dr Boyce is out-of-town so she will be seeing his partner Dr Williams. Hopefully morrow. Dr Williams treated Rosie in the hospital when she has MRSA. He is a really nice man and so is Dr Boyce. Both are very handsome. My latest crushes!

They will prolly send her to a gastroenterologist for an Endoscopy and Colonoscopy. She has never had a colonoscopy. I have Irritable Bowel Syndrome and had 5 colonoscopy’s and 6 endoscopy’s. WORST thing is the prep. Aka Cleaning out the bowels. Prep drinks are so yucky! UGH! I feel sorry for Rosie having to drink that $hit. Yucky! It is better ice-cold and with some crystal light mixed in…. but still so nasty!

So glad that I had access to MSN Live Messenger at University of Tennessee ER. Got to webcam chat with my John. Chat is blocked at Parkwest Hospital.  He was still all dolled up in his business attire. Shirt and Ties make me weak in the knee’s. Love a man in a suit. Adore men who can wear a suit for work and then jeans for fun and play.

It made Rosie so Happy to hear that Rick Hendrix was praying for her. Made her smile. Thanks Mr Hendrix!

I am wanting another dog and cat! A rescued one.Hopefully one day I can live on a farm with tons of pets. I adore cats, Dogs, Donkeys and Billy Goats. I would rescue every animal I could. Love Animals. Easier to talk to than people. LOL! I have conversations with all my pets, 2 dogs and 4 cats. They truly understand all the words I put into their mouths. LMFAO!

I hadn’t ate much today so on the way home we stopped at Cardins Drive-In. I was so stressed that I ordered a Hot Fudge Cake. Man it was awesome but now I am so ill. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gastric_dumping_syndrome UGH! NAUGHTY GIRL!

Rosie’s blood they drew tonight was almost black and thick. PT and INR was in the therapeutic range. She takes blood thinner to prevent blood clots. She has had so many blood clots that I have lost count. Even had one in her bladder. She inherited this from her Granny Goode. She has a GreenField Filter http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greenfield_filter to catch blood clots and prevent them going to her lungs or heart.

Rosie has so many health issues.

Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Juvenile_Rheumatoid_Arthritis

Morphea aka Linear Scleroderma http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linear_scleroderma

Venous insufficiency in her feet http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chronic_venous_insufficiency

Hemolytic Anemia that went into remission when they removed her spleen http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hemolytic_anemia

Scoliosis http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scoliosis

Joints frozen in her arms, hands, elbows, legs, feet, knees and hips.

She has not been able to walk since she was 16. She turns 45 this year. When Rosie was 12 a doctor told Mom that Rosie would not make it to the age of 21. So glad that doc was WRONG!

Rosie broke her tailbone 18 months ago. Still have aches and pains.

Chronic Bronchitis http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chronic_bronchitis

Severe Allergies

All of this and Rose is still one of the happiest people I ever met.

God knew I could not handle all that Rosie has went through and is going through. Just glad that God chose me to be her care taker. I adore her with all my heart. Not only my sissy but also my best friend.

Blessed to have Rosie in my life.

Still praying to finally meet the man God created me for. I know my Baby Love is out there praying for me at this minute. Can’t wait to meet him. Let him know I am praying for him.

Thanks for all your prayers. Just pray that the docs can find out what is causing Rose Lee’s tummy pain, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, and lack of appetite. So stressful to know she feels so bad. I Pray that Dr Williams sends her to the best gastroenterologist in Knoxville… one that will take the time to listen and will run tests and scopy’s to find out what is causing all of this.

Snickers, Smoki. Panther, Jazzi, Punkin and Tater were glad to see us back home.

Smoki senses Rose is sick and keeps checking on her. Nurse Doggy!

Rosie was feeling so much better when we got home. That Zofran stuff is great. Just hoping that her insurance will cover it.. But I doubt it. Praise God that they have a generic form. Name Brand Zofran is $750.00 a month for a once a day pill. Generic is around $50….. $50 bucks don’t sound like a lot… but it is a tremendous amount for someone on Social Security Disability like Rosie is.

Saw this online…

I asked for strength and God gave me difficulties to make me strong… I asked for wisdom and God gave me problems to solve… I asked for prosperity and God gave me brain and brawn to work… I asked for courage and God gave me danger to overcome… I asked for love and God gave me troubled people to help… I asked for favors and God gave me opportunities… I received nothing I wanted… I received everything I needed… TRUST IN GOD

Praying that Rosie sleeps well and gets some rest. Same for me!

Thanks to everyone who has prayed for us. Much appreciated and prayers returned. May God Bless and Prosper all of you.

Good Night and God Bless,

Angela Bell


March 5, 2012, at 5:20 pm

Rosie ER Update 2

They have done labs… no results yet.

She has drunk some contrast dye for her ctscan, Should be here any minute to take her to it. Gonna inject dye into her veins. Pray they are  successful. Will give e much clearer CT SCAN if hey can. They tried a few months ago and failed getting the injection into her. She is a difficult stick. Her RN got the  IV into Rose on the 2nd try. I have seen them stick her 13 times and NEVER Got an IV started. Even when she had her last hernia repair they had to put in a central picc line.

She has an IV.

Getting all her records from ParkWest.

Gave her a shot of zofran (anti-nausea med)

She has the chills.

Still hurting in her lower right abdomen.

Gonna be a long night.

Thanks for all your prayers.

GOD BLESS,

Angela


January 14, 2012, at 4:50 pm

Gastric Bypass

I am so proud of my sissy Rosie… She has lost 170 lbs in  the last year. She is only 40 lbs away from my weight now. Just wish she didn’t have nausea so often. Praying for her.

I am still having bloating, gas, left quadrant pain, diarrhea alternating with constipation.  Dr Boyce got my insurance to approve an abdominal CT scan.. It is scheduled on Tuesday. IF It shows what Dr Boyce expects he will be able to correct the roux-en-y surgery and help me lose additional weight. would love to lose 50-75 additional pounds. I am still over 200lbs. Barely but still! Wearing a size 12 now.

Love all the new male attention. I have a slew of online male suitors. Hoping one in particular asks for my phone number.Had a gorgeous man from Atlanta interested in me…. but he turned out to be a jerk.  Have so many young BOYS wanting to get to know me better. I will only date men over 40. Not interested in any man who is under 40 at all. I have a few online personal ads… all state you must be a SINGLE/DIVORCED Male, a Christian, a Democrat, and over 40. Must love family, movies, music, pets and traveling. Other than that I am pretty open to talking to a man.

John and I are still very close. We will always be close…. but both know and accept the fact that we will never be together.

I am tired. Hope to update more on what has been happening in our lives later this week.

Busy Busy Busy.

GOD IS LOVE,

God Bless You,

Angela


October 20, 2011, at 8:37 pm

Gastric Bypass

October 20, 2011

My sis Rosie had her 3 month Gastric Bypass Checkup. Since Feb she has lost over +125 lbs. She only weighs 66 lbs more than me now. You go Sis! Just wish her nausea would dissipate. Her hernia wound has healed enough and was told she can now start aquatic therapy!!! Woo-Hoo! Calling the Boy and Girls Club as well as Jefferson Community Pool tomorrow. Hope to start on Monday. LIFE IS GOOD!

I saw Dr. Stephen G. Boyce, who did Rosie’s gastric bypass surgery, today. I am having him investigate my continuing gastro-intestinal issues that has bothered me ever since I had my roux-en-y on Sept 14th, 2009. He has a few theories on why I only lost 50 or so pounds from the roux-en-y surgery. I should have lost 100+ lbs. Theories are my pouch should be smaller: 15 ml and not 30ml. More of my intestines need bypassed. Scar tissue. Bowel Kink.

I am having an abdominal CT Scan on Nov 1st.

*IF* it is what Dr Boyce thinks it may be, I will have to undergo another Laparoscopic surgery and I should be able to lose more weight. My BMI is still 35.3. Still OBESE!

Still suffering from upper left quadrant abdominal pains, bloating, gas and diarrhea. Severe at times.

Just hoping that some of Dr Boyce’s theories show up on the CT scan and that I can have another lap surgery and get on my way to a healthier life. He hopes it is due more to my lower bowel area than a problem with my upper stomach region. Lower gastrointestinal prob will be much easier to fix… than an upper one.

He is starting me on flagyl and was suggesting Cholestyramine till I told him I was already on Welchol. They are in the same family of meds. I have tired Cholestyramine in the past unsuccessfully.

I had gastric bypass to help me get off some of my meds. Well, I am off insulin but now on 3 NEW meds for my stomach issues!!! My current med list:

Atenolol Heart Rate/Blood Pressure Bentyl Irritable Bowel Buspar Social Anxiety Cymbalta Depression/Fibromyalgia/ CMT Loperamide Irritable Bowel Lortab Chronic Fatigue//Fibromyalgia Meta-Glip Diabetes/Insulin Resistance Synthroid Hypothyroid Trazodone Depression/Insomnia Welchol Irritable Bowel Xanax Anxiety/Insomnia Fish Oil Multi Vitamin/Mineral Biotin IRON Probiotic Vitamin B Complex D3

I AM A WALKING PHARMACY! LOL!

I really need to lose weight to help with my Charcot Marie Tooth Syndrome  “CMT” which I was recently diagnosed with.

 CMT Morbus Charcot-Marie-Tooth, Charcot-Marie-Tooth neuropathy, hereditary motor and sensory neuropathy (HMSN), hereditary sensorimotor neuropathy (HSMN), or peroneal muscular atrophy, is an inherited disorder of nerves (neuropathy) that takes different forms. It is characterized by loss of muscle tissue and touch sensation, predominantly in the feet and legs but also in the hands and arms in the advanced stages of disease. Currently incurable.

I inherited it from my dad. My legs and feet are getting weaker. I have extremely high arches and claw toes.  When I walk, all my weight lands on the balls of my feet and not evenly as it is suppose to.  My feet are starting to turn outward. Have very tight Achilles tendons. Gluts and Quads are also too tight. I started therapy last week to help prevent further damage. I have had issues all my life with twisting my ankles, losing my balance, and falling. At least now I know there is a reason and not just my clumsiness!  CMT is a Muscular Dystrophy disease.

Angela October 20th, 2011 Dr Boyce's Office.

 Still desiring to lose 50-75 additional pounds… with Dr Boyce’s surgical mind, capable hands, and his wonderful compassion, coupled with my rejuvenated desire to lose more weight; I am sure it can be accomplished.

I have been exercising for 15-30 min a day. Using resistant bands, stretches, and isometrics. Hope to go to aquatic aerobics 2-3 times a week. I will have to rise and shine by 7 am on the days we go… Just have to start getting my rump in bed earlier than the 4 am I am accustomed to.

I am so tired today. Got up at 8 am. Now my upper abdominal area is extended. Bloated horribly. Has been for a few hours. Miserable.

Went to Puleos in Strawberry Plains. I had a salad (greens, cheese, tomatoes, croutons, and cucumbers) homemade Italian dressing… I may have used 1 Tablespoon. Got stuffed after the salad and only had  3-4 bites of citrus chicken and 2 bites of sirloin. 3 bites of sesame noodles. One bite of bread.

I have known John for almost 4 years now. He and I text chat with video cam. No audio. I am just too shy… I finally made him a video of me taking to him with Audio. I have never made a video of myself until now.., BUT Damn I am so cute!!! Adorable. Sweet Southern Voice. John loved it! Gonna audio Chat with him LIVE this week. Think I have enough courage to do it. His step-grandsons (13 and 15) are out of school on Fall break and have been staying with him all week. Lucky to even see him on cam this week let alone TALK to him live… Hope to webcam chat with audio over the weekend.

We are heading out to pick up meds tomorrow and then gonna drive bye FrightMare Manor http://frightmaremanor.com/ to see how busy they are. It is about 2.5 miles from my house. Extremely popular attraction.

I am getting more confidence and self esteem. Feeling womanly. Dressing sexier. Receiving lots of male attention. :-)

Been playing with makeup. Tried a few different looks this week. Some were nice… others.. eh… not so much. LOL!

I wore a black mini-dress. It is called Bandage Dress. Got it 2 years ago and finally wore it for the first time today. It is a size 16 but I could have easily worn it in a size 12.  Really pleased with the way my legs looked today! Main body issue I hate is my saggy flabby tummy. Lots of loose skin there. My face is also sagging some. Been doing facial exercises and hope that it get taunter.  I also have a few wrinkles on my forehead… but hell I look spectacular to be almost 46 years old! LOL!

October 20, 2011

Hoping to visit my West Virginia Family in a few weeks. Missing them all. Sending love and prayers to all of them especially to Brandy, Sara, Becky and MaShayla. Praying that Shay’s cat Zena comes home soon. Sending get well wishes to Aunt Earlene. We are hoping to stay in a Cabin At Twin Falls Resort… if one of the handicapped cabins is available the weekend we go in.

My snack tonight will be low fat mozzarella string cheese and a few red seedless grapes…. and then off to bed.

Praying for all my readers.

~Angela Bell

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September 30, 2011, at 10:15 pm

Changes

Over the past few years so many wonderful and exciting changes have came into my life. Some I help create, some were surprisingly sprung upon me and some transformations that I never even knew I wanted suddenly came galloping into my life. Hope that the metamorphosis continues.

I currently weigh over 100 lbs less than my highest weight of 315 lbs. (I am STILL over 200 lbs.) Gastric Bypass “Lap Roux-En-Y” and a low carb and high protein diet helped me get to this point. I would love to lose 25-35 additional lbs. I was on that way to that goal when Rosie (my sissy) underwent her Gastric Bypass “Lap Biliopancreatic Diversion with Duodenal Switch” and her subsequent MRSA infections derailed my weight loss. I gained 4 lbs. in the last 2 months. I am one of those people who EAT carbs when stressed and having my baby sister so ill, whom I am a caregiver for, was extremely stressful for me… hence I ate way more carbs than a diabetic or a gastric bypass patient should. At times, I still do. Rosie had nausea and some vomiting today so I ate a bunch of Hershey miniature candies and 2 bananas.. Sugar is 272 as I type this. Should be 70-120.. So disappointed in myself but I am gonna gain control… I have to.

All week I have had so much energy… well spurts of it at least. Right now I am hyper. Will prolly clean the dining area prior to bed. So glad that I am having SOME energy since I have virtually none the majority of the time due to chronic fatigue syndrome and fibromyalgia. Thinking back it seems I ALWAYS feel better in Sept/October… wondering if the cooler weather benefits me more than hot weather does. I have never tolerated HOT weather. Hmmm… gonna have to move to a more temperate climate … sunny, mild and breezy sounds lovely… Hawaii sounds about right!

I have so many plans for my future. Really gungho. I am gonna lose those 25-35 NAGGING lingering pounds…. and when I do I am gonna go have a tummy tuck. I absolutely positively detest my saggy and baggy lose skin in my stomach Panniculus region. I bet I could wear a size 6 or an 8 jean if I didn’t have this excess skin! In stretch denim I can wear a size 12 now.

I was this same weight 20 years ago when I married and divorced Michael Patterson Hager, Jr. He and I married 20 Years ago on Sunday. Divorced shortly after. He was just a brain fart in my life. LOL! I can NOT believe I married such a low life and gave up my virginity to him. (yep I was a 25 year old virgin. I was NO ANGEL…. He and I did fool around some prior to the wedding but I saved the best for last) I honestly am such a different lady now… Not as naive.

Age, Wisdom, Time, and Growth go hand in hand.

There have been times when I have acted high and mighty towards others and said things I regret. Acted like I was better than they were and I wish I hadn’t. I ask those whom I did this to to forgive me. I am no angel. Have never been and will never be. I am HUMAN and make mistakes like everyone else does.

I am very shy around those that I don’t know very well… BUT those close to me know that in actuality, I can be flirty, bawdy, raucous, and even hilarious. I hate having social anxiety. It keeps me from forming relationships… online and in real life. It has been 17 years since I dated. Yes…. it will be…. SEVENTEEN Years…. on Nov 18th. I have a wonderful ONLINE ONLY friendship with John. Known him for almost 4 years now.

You would never know it from reading my journal or my postings online but I have a high Intelligence Quotient… major issue I have is saying something that makes me look like a fool… or worrying about hurting other peoples feelings…. I  worry way too much about what other people THINKS about me. Oh yep… I am also snobbishly proud to be the QUEEN Of the Ellipsis… LOL!

I want “THE REAL ANGELA” to come across online and in reality. I wish everyone could see the Angela that my sis Rosie and My Friend John sees. That would be a major breakthrough. I am gonna attempt to accomplish that and many other goals. 2011 has only a few months left and in those few months they are gonna be some spectacular changes in me. My appearance has changed dramatically in the 2 years, since I had gastric bypass and now is the time for my personality to shine brilliantly…. like a diamond in the sky. Sparking. Twinkling. Radiantly. Everlasting.

My renewed faith is strong and I know I can do anything I set my mind to.

I have to thank my beloved John for helping me get to this point in my life. He is the greatest man I have ever known after my Daddy. He is always there for me. Supportive. Compassionate. Considerate. Helpful. Complimentary. He is a professional. Works for the Scottish Government. Wears suits and Ties. WOW.. I loved the way he looked tonight. Majority of the time I see him in sweats but the past few evenings he has been working late and came to our webcam chat in his business attire. Tonight was a black dress shirt and a black and white polka dotted tie. So spiffy. Fashionable. I adore that he is so intelligent. He loves computers as much as I do. Knowledgeable in so many varied subjects… so unlike all the other men I have loved. Yes LOVED> I love that rascal and he loves me. He and I will remain ONLY friends unless God has other plans but for now it is a friendship. A partnership. He and I are emotionally closer than the preponderance of husbands and wives.  He and I support one another. Comfort each other. ‘GET’ one another. So happy that I replied to his message 4 years ago. I knew immediately he was different. He and I met at a BBW “Big Beautiful Woman” friendship site… which has since shuttered.

John has been having some problems with his arm/elbow after falling off a ladder last weekend. Having major trouble sleeping. Pray that he gets a good nights sleep. I can’t wait to see him tomorrow night.

I have been tidying up my bedroom so John and I can have a private talk. It has been a long time since we chatted in private. Maybe twice in the last 2 years. Have been chatting on my laptop in Rosie’s room. Been TEXT chatting only… hope to talk by phone/webcam chat this weekend. He only has been seeing my face on webcam…. This weekend I will let him see me and the weight I have since lost.

I am experiencing body issues. Nothing new…. I was 315 lbs when I met John… and I was actually more comfy with my body then than I am now. I used to be way more provocative back then. I miss that part of me. Lately I have been wearing short dresses and tighter clothes. Even dyed my hair back to the color it was 20 years ago when I weighed the same. BLACK hair just suits me better. Even been wearing human hair extensions and wigs. Gastric bypass caused me to lose some of my luxurious mane. I cut over 15″ off over a year ago to see if that would make it look fuller. It didn’t…. Still almost as thin. My hair is now 23″ long again. It was over 30″ prior to the bypass. Hope to get it that long again. It is very healthy. Shiny. Just straggly and scrawny. Especially in the front area. :-( I am just thankful that they make decent and affordable hair extensions and wigs now. I do wear my own hair the majority of the time but [...]


September 13, 2011, at 6:58 am

GOOD NEWS

Rosie is doing great. She is having a ct scan with dye today. They hope to discover no more abscesses in her abdomen. Will prolly remove the drain to the abscess above her bladder. She can’t eat anything till after the CT scan. She is drinking dye mixed with Crystal Light Ice Tea. She says it is Yucky.

IF everything goes well she will get to go home tomorrow!!! YAY! Woo-Hoo!

They stopped the TPN feedings and fluids. Dr Adams (infectious disease doc) says Rosie will no longer need any antibiotics. So she hopefully, will no longer need a picc line.

I am praying all is well and that WE get to go home!!!

I had severe nausea for a few hours last night. Also having a sinus/allergy attack. Woke up at 4 am feeling really bad. Doing ok now.

~Angela


September 12, 2011, at 6:44 am

Finally Good News for Rosie

Starting our 18th day in the Hospital.

Rosie’s White Blood Count is down to 20,000. YAY!!!!!!! That means her infection is improving! She is eating some bacon and cantaloupe for breakfast.

Doctor Boyce her gastric bypass surgeon (biliopancreatic diversion with duodenal switch) says she may get to go home in a few days!!!!! So happy. I love my sissy!!!

They are doing more blood work.

Still waiting to see the infectious disease doc.

Prayers so richly appreciated. THANKS!

– ~Angela


September 10, 2011, at 8:15 am

Rosie Update

Rosie and I both slept well last night. Will nap some more later today.

Rosie is on her laptop for the first time in over 6 weeks!!

The drain tube from the abscess above her bladder has only mild fluids being drained. No results from the culture they did yesterday.

She is still having nausea and vomiting. We assume it is due to the antibiotics Invanz and/or Telavancin. They stopped Flagyl today.

My thighs are still having major muscles aches. Now my IBS is rearing its ugly head. UGH!

Thanks for all your prayers. ~Angela


September 9, 2011, at 3:06 pm

Rosie Update

GOOD NEWS: The fistula to Rosie’s colon is healing on it’s own. :-)

Rosie had 2 drainage tubes removed from her abdomen.

She had a cyst drained near her bladder. Sending off a culture to see what it is. Assume it is MRSA staph infection like the rest of them has been. She has a new drain that is connected to the bladder cyst area.

They added the antibiotic Invanz to her treatment.

Her hernia wound is healing and closing in. :-)

Rosie is feeling great…. ate 2 slices of thin deli ham for her snack and a 2-3 oz of roast beef for supper.

I LOVE MY SISSY!

I had severe muscle aches in my thighs. Vicodin relieved it for awhile. Coming back… UGH!

~Angela


September 9, 2011, at 7:02 am

Rosie Update

Rosie is feeling pretty good this morn. She slept well last night.

BUT she needs a blood plasma transfusion prior to putting a drainage tube in a newly discovered mrsa abscess near her bladder. Have to get her PT and INR levels back to normal (she is on coumadin to prevent blood clots and her blood is too thin to do any surgery… (like aspirating and draining abscesses) prior to installing the drain tube. We will be here in the hospital all weekend and possibly longer.

It is our 15th straight day in the hospital. UGH.

I had a tossy and turny night. Achy thighs. Gonna rest most of the day. Chronic fatigue syndrome/Fibromyalgia sucks!

Rosie ate rice krispies and milk for breakfast …. kept it down. She did spit up clear foamy liquid after eating… but the food stayed down. Telavancin antibiotic causes foamy urine…. wondering if it also causing foamy vomiting.

Hope they can get her blood plasma levels back to normal quickly so they can drain that bladder abscess. I am sure she will feel better once they get rid of it. Still on Telavancin, Flagyl, fluids, Zoran, Phenergan , Domperidone and TPN feedings… as well as all her normal meds.

Prayers appreciated. THANKS!

~Angela


September 8, 2011, at 7:00 am

Rosie Update

My sis Rose  is feeling good today.

She sat up on the side of her bed to eat… She ate 5 strips of bacon and some mandarin oranges for breakfast. Mild nausea. Doing a CT Scan later today.

Hope that the MRSA abscess are gone and that they remove the 2 drainage tubes. Her GI test and KUB showed all is normal.

We are thinking her nausea and vomiting may be due to the high doses of antibiotics she is taking. Doc changed her antibiotics from Vancomycin to Daptomycin and now to Telavancin.

Our 14th straight day in the hospital.

Keep those prayers coming…

~Angela


September 6, 2011, at 9:55 am

Rosie is crying

Rosie is not feeling well today. Is nauseous. Has no appetite. Vomiting. Cramping aches in her tummy. She is crying. Worried she will never get better. Trying to re-assure her. She is upset cause she felt wonderful yesterday and has went down so fast. I am sure her infection worsens during these down periods. Dr Adams changed her from Vancomycin to Daptomycin antibiotics via IV. I pray that it gets her infection under control So concerned about her. Hate seeing her so sick and crying. She had a rough night and just fell back to sleep. I am gonna take a nap. I have been sleeping on a chair that makes a bed… just a few feet away from  her hospital bed. REALLY need your prayers. Thanks!

~Angela


September 6, 2011, at 7:52 am

Rosie Update

My lovely sis Rosie had gastric bypass on July 26th. Hernia Repair on August 30th. Rosie already had her gallbladder and spleen removed previously. Her latest EGD was normal. She now has MRSA infection in her abdomen and colon. They are trying a new antibiotic today. Vancomycin is not working. Repeating a CT SCAN on  Thursday. She is feeling much better but unable to keep MOST food and vitamins down. She is being fed her nutrition and vitamins by IV for now. Keep praying. THANKS!

~Angela


September 4, 2011, at 4:05 pm

Rosie Update

My Sis Rose had a pretty good day. Only mild nausea. No vomiting. She did have tremendous pain in her abdomen when she got back in bed. She will be here in the hospital till at least Tuesday. We have been here for 10 days straight this time. Prior to that it was 7 days and before that 3 days. All since July 26th!

~Angela


September 2, 2011, at 6:06 am

Rosie Update

Rosie has had nausea and vomiting all night and into this morn. Taking Zofran IV or it.  Vomiting is either her meds or clear foamy liquids. Not vomiting any food. Also having diarrhea. Having pain in her 2 drain areas from the MRSA abscesses in her lower left side. She is on Lortab and morphine via IV.

Dr Boyce said Rosie had a small piercing from the abscess into her colon. Not sure why. But may be from the CT needle abscess fluid withdrawal. Or may be related to diverticulitis. He called it a possible fistula. Will be here in the hospital a few more days.

Wants her to EAT all she can today. She has some peanut butter and strawberry jelly so far. Gonna try some scrambled egg next.

Gonna get Dad to bring me some clothes. I have 3 dresses here which I have been hand washing in shampoo and hanging to dry in the shower. Dad is also bringing us Rosie’s protein shakes and vitamins. Wish he could Sneak in our Cairn Terrier. Smoki Poki Loki. He has been missing us so bad that he barely is eating. Rosie and I talk to Smoki and our cats Jazzi ( long haired Siamese Ragdoll mix), Tater ( Ginger Red Tabby), and Punkin (Siamese) by speakerphone a few times daily. They all come to listen to us. Dad says they all get so happy to hear our voices.

Wish we could talk to Panther and Daisy. Panther ( Large Black/Gray Cat)  is our outdoor cat. He is a stray cat and has taken up with us. He has been with us for almost 2 years now. For the last 6 weeks we have had a big stray dog outdoors whom we named Daisy . She is painfully thin and Dad is feeding her. Seems so sweet.

Gonna head to the cafeteria now. Getting bored with food now. UGH.

Please continue to pray. If your praying pleaselet us know at http://angelarose.com/prayers-for-rosie/ THANKS for all your prayers.

God Bless,

Angela

 

 


September 1, 2011, at 12:19 pm

Rosie Update

Rosie had to have more MRSA abscesses drained. New drain tube inserted. She is very sore and needing healing prayers sent. Thanks! ~Angela


September 1, 2011, at 6:22 am

Rosie CT SCAN

CT Scan shows that the drain tube to Rosie’s MRSA abscess has moved and not in the right area to drain. She is having to have a procedure done to correct that. ~Angela


September 1, 2011, at 5:53 am

Rosie Update

Rosie is still in the hospital. Doing ok this morn. Just had an abdominal CT SCAN to check for the MRSA Abscesses. May get released tomorrow. I have stayed with her all week. Thanks for all your prayers.

~Angela


August 31, 2011, at 9:01 pm

Rosie Update

Rosie had a vomiting episode that came on instantly… without any warning… It was clear foamy liquid. I hate seeing her vomit so violently. Poor thing. Happened about 3 hours after having dinner.. she ate 100% of her 2 oz of pureed chicken. Thankful that a  Registered Nurse was in here to assist us tonight.

Rosie’s Blood Pressure has been up a lil all day. Also having a mild fever.

Pray that she sleeps well tonight.

I am exhausted today. Achy in all my joints. Wore out. Not getting any decent rest here at the hospital. Can’t wait to get home and in my own bed. Hopefully soon.

Praying for Rosie.

~Angela


August 31, 2011, at 7:51 am

Rosie Pics

Today

Rosie August 31st 2011

Rosie HERNIA WOUND August 31st 2011

 

Rosie HERNIA WOUND August 5th, 2011

 

 

 


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