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  • Hot Men: PHOTO: Channing Tatum, Matthew McConaughey, Matt Bomer, and Joe Manganiello do a little striptease for the July 2012 cover of Entertainment Weekly.

  • Ke$ha, Naya Rivera, and Katharine McPhee have all been seen sporting 1930s-era finger-waved looks.

  • Chanteuse Lana Del Rey looked perfectly lovely in her Alberta Ferretti gown, but the real attention-grabber was her 18-karat white gold necklace, which featured a 31-carat yellow pear-shaped diamond drop. That's quite the rock.

  • Berenice Bejo Actress Berenice Bejo of The Artist was picture perfect in bright red Louis Vuitton accented with Chopard jewels. Classic RED Dress.

  • WEIRD FASHION: Elena Lenina is a Russian model/author who appeared on a French reality television show in 2003

  • Lady GaGa @ Narita International Airport on Wednesday (May 16) in Tokyo, Japan.

  • Nicole Scherzinger, UK premiere of Men in Black 3 on Wednesday (May 16) at Odeon Leicester Square in London, England.

  • Jennifer Morrison

  • Brooklyn Decker glams it up for a feature in Vanity Fairs June 2012 issue

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  • Brooklyn Decker glams it up for a feature in Vanity Fairs June 2012 issue

  • Brooklyn Decker glams it up for a feature in Vanity Fairs June 2012 issue

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  • Diane Kruger poses at the 2012 Cannes Film Festival‘s jury photo call held at Palais des Festivals on Wednesday (May 16) in Cannes, France.

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  • Brevard Zoo! The zoo welcomes its first Saki monkey baybay into the fold on April 20th. The cute female babe is mama Chuckie's first child as well.

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September 30, 2011, at 10:15 pm

Changes

Over the past few years so many wonderful and exciting changes have came into my life. Some I help create, some were surprisingly sprung upon me and some transformations that I never even knew I wanted suddenly came galloping into my life. Hope that the metamorphosis continues.

I currently weigh over 100 lbs less than my highest weight of 315 lbs. (I am STILL over 200 lbs.) Gastric Bypass “Lap Roux-En-Y” and a low carb and high protein diet helped me get to this point. I would love to lose 25-35 additional lbs. I was on that way to that goal when Rosie (my sissy) underwent her Gastric Bypass “Lap Biliopancreatic Diversion with Duodenal Switch” and her subsequent MRSA infections derailed my weight loss. I gained 4 lbs. in the last 2 months. I am one of those people who EAT carbs when stressed and having my baby sister so ill, whom I am a caregiver for, was extremely stressful for me… hence I ate way more carbs than a diabetic or a gastric bypass patient should. At times, I still do. Rosie had nausea and some vomiting today so I ate a bunch of Hershey miniature candies and 2 bananas.. Sugar is 272 as I type this. Should be 70-120.. So disappointed in myself but I am gonna gain control… I have to.

All week I have had so much energy… well spurts of it at least. Right now I am hyper. Will prolly clean the dining area prior to bed. So glad that I am having SOME energy since I have virtually none the majority of the time due to chronic fatigue syndrome and fibromyalgia. Thinking back it seems I ALWAYS feel better in Sept/October… wondering if the cooler weather benefits me more than hot weather does. I have never tolerated HOT weather. Hmmm… gonna have to move to a more temperate climate … sunny, mild and breezy sounds lovely… Hawaii sounds about right!

I have so many plans for my future. Really gungho. I am gonna lose those 25-35 NAGGING lingering pounds…. and when I do I am gonna go have a tummy tuck. I absolutely positively detest my saggy and baggy lose skin in my stomach Panniculus region. I bet I could wear a size 6 or an 8 jean if I didn’t have this excess skin! In stretch denim I can wear a size 12 now.

I was this same weight 20 years ago when I married and divorced Michael Patterson Hager, Jr. He and I married 20 Years ago on Sunday. Divorced shortly after. He was just a brain fart in my life. LOL! I can NOT believe I married such a low life and gave up my virginity to him. (yep I was a 25 year old virgin. I was NO ANGEL…. He and I did fool around some prior to the wedding but I saved the best for last) I honestly am such a different lady now… Not as naive.

Age, Wisdom, Time, and Growth go hand in hand.

There have been times when I have acted high and mighty towards others and said things I regret. Acted like I was better than they were and I wish I hadn’t. I ask those whom I did this to to forgive me. I am no angel. Have never been and will never be. I am HUMAN and make mistakes like everyone else does.

I am very shy around those that I don’t know very well… BUT those close to me know that in actuality, I can be flirty, bawdy, raucous, and even hilarious. I hate having social anxiety. It keeps me from forming relationships… online and in real life. It has been 17 years since I dated. Yes…. it will be…. SEVENTEEN Years…. on Nov 18th. I have a wonderful ONLINE ONLY friendship with John. Known him for almost 4 years now.

You would never know it from reading my journal or my postings online but I have a high Intelligence Quotient… major issue I have is saying something that makes me look like a fool… or worrying about hurting other peoples feelings…. I  worry way too much about what other people THINKS about me. Oh yep… I am also snobbishly proud to be the QUEEN Of the Ellipsis… LOL!

I want “THE REAL ANGELA” to come across online and in reality. I wish everyone could see the Angela that my sis Rosie and My Friend John sees. That would be a major breakthrough. I am gonna attempt to accomplish that and many other goals. 2011 has only a few months left and in those few months they are gonna be some spectacular changes in me. My appearance has changed dramatically in the 2 years, since I had gastric bypass and now is the time for my personality to shine brilliantly…. like a diamond in the sky. Sparking. Twinkling. Radiantly. Everlasting.

My renewed faith is strong and I know I can do anything I set my mind to.

I have to thank my beloved John for helping me get to this point in my life. He is the greatest man I have ever known after my Daddy. He is always there for me. Supportive. Compassionate. Considerate. Helpful. Complimentary. He is a professional. Works for the Scottish Government. Wears suits and Ties. WOW.. I loved the way he looked tonight. Majority of the time I see him in sweats but the past few evenings he has been working late and came to our webcam chat in his business attire. Tonight was a black dress shirt and a black and white polka dotted tie. So spiffy. Fashionable. I adore that he is so intelligent. He loves computers as much as I do. Knowledgeable in so many varied subjects… so unlike all the other men I have loved. Yes LOVED> I love that rascal and he loves me. He and I will remain ONLY friends unless God has other plans but for now it is a friendship. A partnership. He and I are emotionally closer than the preponderance of husbands and wives.  He and I support one another. Comfort each other. ‘GET’ one another. So happy that I replied to his message 4 years ago. I knew immediately he was different. He and I met at a BBW “Big Beautiful Woman” friendship site… which has since shuttered.

John has been having some problems with his arm/elbow after falling off a ladder last weekend. Having major trouble sleeping. Pray that he gets a good nights sleep. I can’t wait to see him tomorrow night.

I have been tidying up my bedroom so John and I can have a private talk. It has been a long time since we chatted in private. Maybe twice in the last 2 years. Have been chatting on my laptop in Rosie’s room. Been TEXT chatting only… hope to talk by phone/webcam chat this weekend. He only has been seeing my face on webcam…. This weekend I will let him see me and the weight I have since lost.

I am experiencing body issues. Nothing new…. I was 315 lbs when I met John… and I was actually more comfy with my body then than I am now. I used to be way more provocative back then. I miss that part of me. Lately I have been wearing short dresses and tighter clothes. Even dyed my hair back to the color it was 20 years ago when I weighed the same. BLACK hair just suits me better. Even been wearing human hair extensions and wigs. Gastric bypass caused me to lose some of my luxurious mane. I cut over 15″ off over a year ago to see if that would make it look fuller. It didn’t…. Still almost as thin. My hair is now 23″ long again. It was over 30″ prior to the bypass. Hope to get it that long again. It is very healthy. Shiny. Just straggly and scrawny. Especially in the front area. :-( I am just thankful that they make decent and affordable hair extensions and wigs now. I do wear my own hair the majority of the time but [...]


September 25, 2011, at 7:39 pm

Angela Pictures

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September 20, 2011, at 12:01 pm

Life Is Good

Rosie is doing fantastic. She has lost over 100 lbs already. Went from a size 32 jean down to a 22. She and I went to the mall shopping today. Found all sorts of bargains. Got $600 worth of clothes for $125. We bought clothes from size 12 to 24 for her.

I am rocking a strapless dress in a Large junior size- Should have gotten a size Medium. :-) I Love being able to find such a wide variety of clothes since I am now wearing clothes in a so called “NORMAL” range. It is a shame BUT most Plus size clothes have limited colors, styles, sizes etc.

Found a pair of black high heel leather sandals for $4.99. Were $49.99

Got a pair of black leather mules last weekend and a pair of tone-up aka rocker shoes which I adore. So comfy. I am 5’10″in them! WOO-HOO!

Still needing to find a new pair of boots for the Autumn Season.

I didn’t sleep well at the hospital and it continues now that I am back home. So tired. Been having lots of aches and pains all over. The cooler weather affects my fibromylagia and chronic fatigue syndrome.  I plan on heading to bed early tonight. Needing some rest and recuperation. Had an appt with my family doc but he was sick today. Rescheduled for next Tuesday. Get well Dr Melling!

I had such a lovely time with John tonight. We hadn’t seen each other much lately at all. Just so nice to laugh and relax with him. Shared so many laughs. He always makes me smile. So debonaire and  handsome. Adoring. Caring. He and I LOVE one another deeply. Been almost 4 years since we met online. He is my soulmate. My best friend. He and I share EVERYTHING. No secrets. No lies. We understand one another. We are closer than 99.9% of married couples. Blessed to call John my bestie. :-)

When Rosie was in the hospital and was so ill… I started overeating carbs. Stress does that to me. I will get weighed on Thursday at Dr Boyce. Hope I haven’t gain more than 5 lbs. I am now back on track. PROTEIN PROTEIN PROTEIN!

I wore my hair up in an elaborate up-do with a  large fuchsia “fascinator” flower. John loves fascinators.. Rosie has an extensive collection of them. She has been an avid fan for many years. Rosie also collects gloves. Sexy fancy gloves. Some are opera length. All sorts of colors, styles, textures, and lengths. Really cool ones. Rosie also collects tiara’s!

John thought I looked very elegant tonight… with my shoulders bare and my hair up…. He could not get over how gorgeous I looked tonight. He RARELY sees me all dolled up. Cause 95% of the time he sees me without ANY makeup and my hair in a pony tail. I dress-up ONLY 50% of the time when I go out shopping ( once or twice weekly) and I NEVER dress-up when I am at home.

I did my pedi last night. Jet Black toes. Gonna do my mani tomorrow. Prolly silver nails. I may add some glitter to my toe nails.

Need to trim my bangs/fringe. Need to get some scissors first. Rosie’s RN Portia needed a pair of good scissors to cut the sponge for Rosie’s wound vac for her hernia. So I lent my hair cutting scissors to her. Need new ones now.. since those are now too dull to cut hair. Going to Sally Beauty this weekend.

 My hair is growing very fast. Thank God! Just wish it was a tad thicker. It was much thicker prior to my gastric bypass which was 2 years ago.

Purchased some new makeup items yesterday. Enjoying them all. May write some reviews later on. New foundation, eyeliner gels, lipsticks, and lip glosses. I am also rying out 2 new Body washes this week.

Digging Katy Perry’s PURR perfume (combining top notes of peach, forbidden apple, gardenia, green bamboo with the heart of jasmine, pink freesia, Bulgarian rose with the base of vanilla orchid, creamy sandalwood, white amber, coconut and musk.) It is YUMMY!

Had more than one man tell me that I resemble Katy Perry. I take it as a compliment.She is gorgeous… just wish I had Russell Brand! :-P He is one of my faves!

Dyed my hair JET black 2 days ago.  Did Rosie’s in Light Intense Red. Looks cool!

Been lazy and haven’t took many pics lately. Did take some of Rosie today. Still need to get them from the camera to the laptop.

Rosie’s OPEN hernia wound is healing so quickly. Docs and nurses are amazed at how quickly it is healing. Hope they give the OK to stop the wound vac this week or next.

Rosie’s blood is too thin .. it was 4.8 yesterday. Gonna re-test tomorrow. It should be between 2 and 3. She is on coumadin (blood thinner) and is off it for 2 days to see if that help regulate it to a therapeutic level.

My IBS is doing ok. Went without Welchol a few days while Rosie was in the hsopital and I had some issues. Still having severe putrid gas but that goes with Gastric Bypass Surgery. The majority of people who have major stomach surgery complains with gas and gas pains. Some days it is much better than others. I always blame the cats and dog. LOL!

I had severe allergies this past few days. Yesterday I ended up taking a nap to help a sinus headache. That nap lasted 4 hours! LOL!

Getting off the laptop to go get a snack. Will prolly be cottage cheese and fresh pineapple. YUMMY!

I am so grateful for all the friends and family I have in my life.

Life is Good!

~Angela


September 14, 2011, at 4:10 pm

Home

Rosie was in the hospital for 20 days straight…. I never left her side.

So glad she is doing well and we are back home.

Home Sweet Home


September 13, 2011, at 6:58 am

GOOD NEWS

Rosie is doing great. She is having a ct scan with dye today. They hope to discover no more abscesses in her abdomen. Will prolly remove the drain to the abscess above her bladder. She can’t eat anything till after the CT scan. She is drinking dye mixed with Crystal Light Ice Tea. She says it is Yucky.

IF everything goes well she will get to go home tomorrow!!! YAY! Woo-Hoo!

They stopped the TPN feedings and fluids. Dr Adams (infectious disease doc) says Rosie will no longer need any antibiotics. So she hopefully, will no longer need a picc line.

I am praying all is well and that WE get to go home!!!

I had severe nausea for a few hours last night. Also having a sinus/allergy attack. Woke up at 4 am feeling really bad. Doing ok now.

~Angela


September 12, 2011, at 6:44 am

Finally Good News for Rosie

Starting our 18th day in the Hospital.

Rosie’s White Blood Count is down to 20,000. YAY!!!!!!! That means her infection is improving! She is eating some bacon and cantaloupe for breakfast.

Doctor Boyce her gastric bypass surgeon (biliopancreatic diversion with duodenal switch) says she may get to go home in a few days!!!!! So happy. I love my sissy!!!

They are doing more blood work.

Still waiting to see the infectious disease doc.

Prayers so richly appreciated. THANKS!

– ~Angela


September 10, 2011, at 8:15 am

Rosie Update

Rosie and I both slept well last night. Will nap some more later today.

Rosie is on her laptop for the first time in over 6 weeks!!

The drain tube from the abscess above her bladder has only mild fluids being drained. No results from the culture they did yesterday.

She is still having nausea and vomiting. We assume it is due to the antibiotics Invanz and/or Telavancin. They stopped Flagyl today.

My thighs are still having major muscles aches. Now my IBS is rearing its ugly head. UGH!

Thanks for all your prayers. ~Angela


September 9, 2011, at 3:06 pm

Rosie Update

GOOD NEWS: The fistula to Rosie’s colon is healing on it’s own. :-)

Rosie had 2 drainage tubes removed from her abdomen.

She had a cyst drained near her bladder. Sending off a culture to see what it is. Assume it is MRSA staph infection like the rest of them has been. She has a new drain that is connected to the bladder cyst area.

They added the antibiotic Invanz to her treatment.

Her hernia wound is healing and closing in. :-)

Rosie is feeling great…. ate 2 slices of thin deli ham for her snack and a 2-3 oz of roast beef for supper.

I LOVE MY SISSY!

I had severe muscle aches in my thighs. Vicodin relieved it for awhile. Coming back… UGH!

~Angela


September 9, 2011, at 9:00 am

Rosie Update

Rosie is receiving the 1st of 3 bags of FPP. Blood Plasma transfusions now.

Rosie was just taken down to radiology. They are injecting dye into her drain tubes that lead to the mrsa abscesses in her abdomen. Checking to see if the fistula leading to her colon is closing or not.

HOPEFUL! ~Angela


September 9, 2011, at 8:05 am

Rosie’s Blood Type

O Positive!

Writing this so we won’t forget it!

~Angela


September 9, 2011, at 7:02 am

Rosie Update

Rosie is feeling pretty good this morn. She slept well last night.

BUT she needs a blood plasma transfusion prior to putting a drainage tube in a newly discovered mrsa abscess near her bladder. Have to get her PT and INR levels back to normal (she is on coumadin to prevent blood clots and her blood is too thin to do any surgery… (like aspirating and draining abscesses) prior to installing the drain tube. We will be here in the hospital all weekend and possibly longer.

It is our 15th straight day in the hospital. UGH.

I had a tossy and turny night. Achy thighs. Gonna rest most of the day. Chronic fatigue syndrome/Fibromyalgia sucks!

Rosie ate rice krispies and milk for breakfast …. kept it down. She did spit up clear foamy liquid after eating… but the food stayed down. Telavancin antibiotic causes foamy urine…. wondering if it also causing foamy vomiting.

Hope they can get her blood plasma levels back to normal quickly so they can drain that bladder abscess. I am sure she will feel better once they get rid of it. Still on Telavancin, Flagyl, fluids, Zoran, Phenergan , Domperidone and TPN feedings… as well as all her normal meds.

Prayers appreciated. THANKS!

~Angela


September 8, 2011, at 7:00 am

Rosie Update

My sis Rose  is feeling good today.

She sat up on the side of her bed to eat… She ate 5 strips of bacon and some mandarin oranges for breakfast. Mild nausea. Doing a CT Scan later today.

Hope that the MRSA abscess are gone and that they remove the 2 drainage tubes. Her GI test and KUB showed all is normal.

We are thinking her nausea and vomiting may be due to the high doses of antibiotics she is taking. Doc changed her antibiotics from Vancomycin to Daptomycin and now to Telavancin.

Our 14th straight day in the hospital.

Keep those prayers coming…

~Angela


September 6, 2011, at 9:55 am

Rosie is crying

Rosie is not feeling well today. Is nauseous. Has no appetite. Vomiting. Cramping aches in her tummy. She is crying. Worried she will never get better. Trying to re-assure her. She is upset cause she felt wonderful yesterday and has went down so fast. I am sure her infection worsens during these down periods. Dr Adams changed her from Vancomycin to Daptomycin antibiotics via IV. I pray that it gets her infection under control So concerned about her. Hate seeing her so sick and crying. She had a rough night and just fell back to sleep. I am gonna take a nap. I have been sleeping on a chair that makes a bed… just a few feet away from  her hospital bed. REALLY need your prayers. Thanks!

~Angela


September 6, 2011, at 7:52 am

Rosie Update

My lovely sis Rosie had gastric bypass on July 26th. Hernia Repair on August 30th. Rosie already had her gallbladder and spleen removed previously. Her latest EGD was normal. She now has MRSA infection in her abdomen and colon. They are trying a new antibiotic today. Vancomycin is not working. Repeating a CT SCAN on  Thursday. She is feeling much better but unable to keep MOST food and vitamins down. She is being fed her nutrition and vitamins by IV for now. Keep praying. THANKS!

~Angela


September 4, 2011, at 4:05 pm

Rosie Update

My Sis Rose had a pretty good day. Only mild nausea. No vomiting. She did have tremendous pain in her abdomen when she got back in bed. She will be here in the hospital till at least Tuesday. We have been here for 10 days straight this time. Prior to that it was 7 days and before that 3 days. All since July 26th!

~Angela


September 2, 2011, at 5:12 pm

Rosie Update…

My sis Rose Lee Goode is not doing well. Nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea. Still in the hospital. On all sorts of meds, antibiotics, and IV feedings. Unable to eat. She feels so bad. I pray that God heals her quickly and totally. She has lost 53 lbs in 38 days. Please send healing prayers her way. THANKS!

~Angela


September 2, 2011, at 6:06 am

Rosie Update

Rosie has had nausea and vomiting all night and into this morn. Taking Zofran IV or it.  Vomiting is either her meds or clear foamy liquids. Not vomiting any food. Also having diarrhea. Having pain in her 2 drain areas from the MRSA abscesses in her lower left side. She is on Lortab and morphine via IV.

Dr Boyce said Rosie had a small piercing from the abscess into her colon. Not sure why. But may be from the CT needle abscess fluid withdrawal. Or may be related to diverticulitis. He called it a possible fistula. Will be here in the hospital a few more days.

Wants her to EAT all she can today. She has some peanut butter and strawberry jelly so far. Gonna try some scrambled egg next.

Gonna get Dad to bring me some clothes. I have 3 dresses here which I have been hand washing in shampoo and hanging to dry in the shower. Dad is also bringing us Rosie’s protein shakes and vitamins. Wish he could Sneak in our Cairn Terrier. Smoki Poki Loki. He has been missing us so bad that he barely is eating. Rosie and I talk to Smoki and our cats Jazzi ( long haired Siamese Ragdoll mix), Tater ( Ginger Red Tabby), and Punkin (Siamese) by speakerphone a few times daily. They all come to listen to us. Dad says they all get so happy to hear our voices.

Wish we could talk to Panther and Daisy. Panther ( Large Black/Gray Cat)  is our outdoor cat. He is a stray cat and has taken up with us. He has been with us for almost 2 years now. For the last 6 weeks we have had a big stray dog outdoors whom we named Daisy . She is painfully thin and Dad is feeding her. Seems so sweet.

Gonna head to the cafeteria now. Getting bored with food now. UGH.

Please continue to pray. If your praying pleaselet us know at http://angelarose.com/prayers-for-rosie/ THANKS for all your prayers.

God Bless,

Angela

 

 


September 1, 2011, at 1:35 pm

Poor Rosie

Rosie’s nausea and vomiting has resumed. Poor baby.

Praying,

~Angela


September 1, 2011, at 12:19 pm

Rosie Update

Rosie had to have more MRSA abscesses drained. New drain tube inserted. She is very sore and needing healing prayers sent. Thanks! ~Angela


September 1, 2011, at 6:22 am

Rosie CT SCAN

CT Scan shows that the drain tube to Rosie’s MRSA abscess has moved and not in the right area to drain. She is having to have a procedure done to correct that. ~Angela


September 1, 2011, at 5:53 am

Rosie Update

Rosie is still in the hospital. Doing ok this morn. Just had an abdominal CT SCAN to check for the MRSA Abscesses. May get released tomorrow. I have stayed with her all week. Thanks for all your prayers.

~Angela