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    Angela & Rose

    Angela & Rose

    Angela & Rose

    Angela’s Mental Health

    Made an appt on the 29th to see my Psychiatrist a month earlier. Was on 40 mg prozac in January and Dr changed it to 60 mg and it has not helped. Looking back on Facebook’s ON THIS DAY it seems like I have major anxiety and depression episodes in Dec-April as well as different times of the year. Nothing seems to help. Been on a multitude of different meds. I HATE feeling so unhappy, worthless, like a failure in all aspects of life. I have felt this way since I was a child.

       Was always bullied in school for my weight. Molested by many due to lack of self esteem. Blaming myself for it all. I will go for months were I am seemingly balanced emotionally when it is all a facade. Always so down on myself.

    Having so many health issues. I even need a wheelchair at times due to weakness and fatigue from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and Charcot Marie Tooth Disease ( a form of muscular dystrophy / peripheral neuropathy. I am always exhausted. Doctor prescribed Pain meds make me feel better for a few hours… but it doesn’t help the entire day. Having issues sleeping lately. TOO Much or NONE at all.

    I could sit here and numerate all the things I feel like I failed at and the things that I allowed others to make me feel worthless. I have had CMT Type1A and got laughed at in gym cause I was so weak in my legs and shoulders. Not diagnosed until 2016. All the kids and teachers should be ashamed that they laughed at me. Teachers and student s taunts and laughs still haunt me. I could name all my bullies but not going to give them credit. I hate that I allowed it.

    I was so young, naive, insecure…. Still feel like I have the social abilities of a seven year old.

    I never dated till I was 25. Married the first man I ever kissed after 6 weeks of dating. No surprise I filed for divorce after 3 weeks. yep. 21 Days. Finalized the Divorce 6 months and 1 day after matrimony. The man said HE ONLY MARRIED ME CAUSE I WAS A VIRGIN. I was blessed enough to have kept my hymen after years of molestation. Actually I bleed on my honeymoon but in reality I didn’t entirely loose my hymen until the second man I made love with Michael Todd. The ex-hubby Mike Hager was small in the manhood dept. VERY SMALL.. Abnormally so… first time I saw it I asked “IF IT WAS A BIG AS IT GOT.” … Sadly IT was. LMAO at Pinky dick 🍄 Just glad I allowed Hager into a very short period of my life. I have not seen him in over 20 years and hopefully never will.

    I was POISON “Rock Group” pen pals with hundreds of Poison and BRET MICHAELS fans. The first one was Michael Todd from Mississippi. I lived in West Virginia at the time. We became close friends by mail and phone calls. Met 2 years later in person. Michael traveled back and forth for over 2 years to see me. Long distance broke us up. He passed away from a Brain Tumor at the age of 45 from Neurofibromatosis. We were still friends to the end. RIP Mikey 1963-2009

    I just feel like venting today. So much goes on in my mind. I even have hallucinations at times. First time I have admitted that. Going to discuss with my doctor.

    Panic attacks are back. Having problems with chills, bone aches, pains, weakness…I lost over half of my hair last year. It is growing back but it is taking forever in some places on my scalp. I lost over 60 lbs last year for no known medical reason other than lack of appetite. Appetite return in 2017 and I gained 20 god’awful pounds. Feeling so fat and ugly.

    What have I done with the last 51 years of my life? Diddly squat ! I just don’t have the confidence to do what I want to. I want to be more vocal, opinionated, friendly. Been on disability for 20 or so years due to anxiety, fibromyalgia, diabetes, morbid obesity, I currently weigh HALF of my top weight. I feel so FROZEN. Paralyzed. A heavy stone weighing down on my shoulders most of the time. Praying to be happy. Spread love and joy.

    I wish I was able to work cause on SSI I barely make enough to survive. I would love to be able to travel, enjoy life, shop…. hell I would love just to be happy half of the day. I am so sad. All the time. 24/7 when I have these what I call “EPISODES” nothing makes me happy or delivers me from this melancholiness. I may have a few good days a month…. but those bad sad days rule my life. I want it to stop. I want to live life, Experience Love. I have not dated in 23 years now. I want to but I am so terrified of doing anything since I am a failure at everything.

    Well I am a good sister I love my baby sis. Always been her caregiver and now she has to take care of me. She is also having a rough time seeing me like this every day. Pray for my sis.

    My memory is bad. At times I can not spell or even think of a word. Always forgetting where things are at.

    I know my mental health is not at a good place. At least I am seeking HELP for it. Can’t wait to see my doctor on the 29th.

    PRAY FOR ME,

    Angela

    Movies Watched 2016/2017

     

    Will be continuously updated…

    10 Cloverfield Lane

    A Merry Frigging Christmas

    The Accountant

    Arrival

    Bad Santa 2

    Big Eyes

    Bridget Jones Diary

    Cafe Society

    Captain America: Civil War

    Captain Fantastic 3-11-2017

    Central Intelligence

    Creed

    David Brent: Life on the Road

    Demolition

    The Dicktator

    Dr Strange

    Genius

    GhostBusters 2016

    Girlfriends Day

    Gods of Egypt

    Hail Caesar 

    How To Be Single

    Huntsman: Winter War

    I Don’t Feel At Home In This World Anymore

    I Saw The Light

    Inferno

    The Infiltrator

    Jack Reacher:Never Go Back

    Jungle Book

    KONG: SKULL ISLAND   3-13-2017

    Legend

    Legend of Tarzan

    London Has Fallen

    Masterminds

    Money Monster

    My Name is Doris

    Neighbors 2 :Sorority Rising

    Nice Guys

    Nine Lives

    Nocturnal Animals

    Pete’s Dragon

    Rat Race

    Sausage Party

    Secret in Their Eyes

    Secret Life of Pets

    Sisters

    StarDust

    Steve Jobs

    Suicide Squad

    Swing State

    Tripe 9

    Trolls 3-11-2017

    Trumbo

    X-Men Apocalypse 

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    Phenomenal Woman

    Phenomenal Woman 
    BY MAYA ANGELOU
    Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
    I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size   
    But when I start to tell them,
    They think I’m telling lies.
    I say,
    It’s in the reach of my arms,
    The span of my hips,   
    The stride of my step,   
    The curl of my lips.   
    I’m a woman
    Phenomenally.
    Phenomenal woman,   
    That’s me.

    I walk into a room
    Just as cool as you please,   
    And to a man,
    The fellows stand or
    Fall down on their knees.   
    Then they swarm around me,
    A hive of honey bees.   
    I say,
    It’s the fire in my eyes,   
    And the flash of my teeth,   
    The swing in my waist,   
    And the joy in my feet.   
    I’m a woman
    Phenomenally.

    Phenomenal woman,
    That’s me.

    Men themselves have wondered   
    What they see in me.
    They try so much
    But they can’t touch
    My inner mystery.
    When I try to show them,   
    They say they still can’t see.   
    I say,
    It’s in the arch of my back,   
    The sun of my smile,
    The ride of my breasts,
    The grace of my style.
    I’m a woman
    Phenomenally.
    Phenomenal woman,
    That’s me.

    Now you understand
    Just why my head’s not bowed.   
    I don’t shout or jump about
    Or have to talk real loud.   
    When you see me passing,
    It ought to make you proud.
    I say,
    It’s in the click of my heels,   
    The bend of my hair,   
    the palm of my hand,   
    The need for my care.   
    ’Cause I’m a woman
    Phenomenally.
    Phenomenal woman,
    That’s me.

    Maya Angelou, “Phenomenal Woman” from And Still I Rise. Copyright © 1978 by Maya Angelou

    Hypoglycemia

    Rosie just had her 1st episode of hypoglycemia in years. Just glad that she and I both realize when our sugars bottoms out. Dad no longer knows when it is happening which is a problem. He ends up non-responsive in an ambulance. #Diabetes

    Annual Pap Smear and Mammogram

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    Ladies get your YEARLY PAP SMEAR
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pap_test
    Early detection saves lives
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    Get 1st Baseline MAMMOGRAM age 40
    earlier if it breast cancer runs in your family or at high risk.
    After the age of 50 get a YEARLY MAMMOGRAM
    Early detection saves lives
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    #PapSmear #Gynecological #AnnualCheckup #Mammogram #Cancer #GetCheckedBeforeItadvances

    Angela Checkup 

    Perfect #cervix
    Pale due to #menopause #TMI 
    #Premarin Cream 
    #Mammogram Scheduled March24th
    ~Angela

    Rosie Checkup

    Vaginal Ultrasound and Pap Smear

     

    2/23/17 Rant

    My sis Rose went to have a CT SCAN for her hernia at a local Morristown TN diagnostic center. They called her back 3 hours after appt time and then they would NOT even assist her to get on the CT scanner. She calls me balling her eyes out. They treated her like shit. So upset.
    She has made herself an appt at University of Tennessee with Dr Greg Mancini. UT has always been compassionate with her obesity.
    Rosie had gastric bypass and lost over 200 lbs. BUT had to have it reversed in order to save her life and ended up gaining 90 lbs back. She cries about her weight all the time.


    Rosie’s Roho inflatable wheelchair cushion no longer holds air and she has a decubitus ulcer aka pressure sore now . Her Insurance won’t cover a new seat cushion for another 3 years. The darn seat costs almost $700.00 which we don’t have.

    I am going through a search of my own identity and what I want in life


    ….About to give up.
    So many things at once

    ~Angela

    Angela Personality

    PERSONALITY FACTORS

     
     

    DETAILED PERSONALITY FACTORS

    WARMTH : 63%

     

    Low Score :
    Impersonal, distant, cool, reserved, detached, formal, aloof

    High Score:
    Warm, outgoing, attentive to others, kindly, easy-going, participating, likes people

    INTELLECT : 69%

     

    Low Score :
    Concrete thinking, unable to handle abstract problems

    High Score:
    Abstract-thinking, higher general mental capacity, fast learner

    EMOTIONAL STABILITY : 38%

     

    Low Score :
    Reactive emotionally, changeable, affected by feelings, easily upset

    High Score:
    Emotionally stable, adaptive, mature, faces reality calmly

    ASSERTIVENESS : 56%

     

    Low Score :
    Deferential, cooperative, avoids conflict, humble, obedient, easily led, accommodating

    High Score:
    Dominant, forceful, assertive, aggressive, competitive, stubborn, bossy

    GREGARIOUSNESS : 44%

     

    Low Score :
    Serious, restrained, prudent, taciturn, introspective, silent

    High Score:
    Lively, animated, spontaneous, enthusiastic, cheerful, expressive, impulsive

    DUTIFULNESS : 63%

     

    Low Score :
    Expedient, nonconforming, disregards rules, self-indulgent

    High Score:
    Rule-conscious, dutiful, conscientious, conforming, moralistic, staid, rule bound

    FRIENDLINESS : 38%

     

    Low Score :
    Shy, threat-sensitive, timid, hesitant, intimidated

    High Score:
    Socially bold, venturesome, thick skinned, uninhibited

    SENSITIVITY : 56%

     

    Low Score :
    Utilitarian, objective, unsentimental, tough minded, self-reliant, no-nonsense, rough

    High Score:
    Sensitive, aesthetic, sentimental, tender minded, intuitive, refined

    VIGILANCE : 63%

     

    Low Score :
    Trusting, unsuspecting, accepting, unconditional, easy

    High Score:
    Vigilant, suspicious, skeptical, distrustful, oppositional

    IMAGINATION : 56%

     

    Low Score :
    Grounded, practical, prosaic, solution oriented, steady, conventional

    High Score:
    Abstract, imaginative, absent minded, impractical, absorbed in ideas

    RESERVE : 56%

     

    Low Score :
    Forthright, genuine, artless, open, guileless, naive, unpretentious, involved

    High Score:
    Private, discreet, nondisclosing, shrewd, polished, worldly, astute, diplomatic

    ANXIETY : 75%

     

    Low Score :
    Self-Assured, unworried, complacent, secure, free of guilt, confident, self-satisfied

    High Score:
    Apprehensive, self doubting, worried, guilt prone, insecure, worrying, self blaming

    COMPLEXITY : 75%

     

    Low Score :
    Traditional, attached to familiar, conservative, respecting traditional ideas

    High Score:
    Open to change, experimental, liberal, analytical, critical, free thinking, flexibility

    SELF-RELIANCE : 50%

     

    Low Score :
    Group-oriented, affiliative, a joiner and follower dependent

    High Score:
    Self-reliant, solitary, resourceful, individualistic, self-sufficient

    ORDERLINESS : 50%

     

    Low Score :
    Tolerates disorder, unexacting, flexible, undisciplined, lax, self-conflict, impulsive, careless of social rules, uncontrolled

    High Score:
    Perfectionistic, organized, compulsive, self-disciplined, socially precise, exacting will power, control, self-sentimental

    EMOTIONALITY : 69%

     

    Low Score :
    Relaxed, placid, tranquil, torpid, patient, composed low drive

    High Score:
    Tense, high energy, impatient, driven, frustrated, over wrought, time driven

     

     

     
     

    Rose Natal Chart

    Rose Sex F
    Welch, WV 54 United States 05/28/1967 13:15 – Julian day 2439639.22
    Timezone -4.00 ST 4.11 Lat 37.26 Long 81.35
    Planet Positions, Ascendant, & Houses

    The following table shows the position of the planets in your chart, by sign and degree. On the right, you will find the sign of your Ascendant and the signs on the cusp of each house in your natal chart. The Roman Numerals refer to the houses, where the Ascendant is also the first house and the Midheaven is also the tenth house. For example, if the sign Taurus is next to Mars, you know your Mars is in Taurus. If the sign Libra is next to Venus, you know your Venus is in Libra. If Cancer is next to Ascendant, you have a Cancer Ascendant, and if Leo is next to II, Leo is on your 2nd house.
    Zodiac : Tropical Placidus Orb : 0
    Sun Gemini 6°41′     Ascendant Virgo 7°45′
    Moon Aquarius 9°29′     II Libra 2°26′
    Mercury Gemini 24°59′     III Scorpio 1°46′
    Venus Cancer 20°29′     IV Sagittarius 4°41′
    Mars Libra 15°02′     V Capricorn 8°20′
    Jupiter Leo 0°53′     VI Aquarius 9°43′
    Saturn Aries 9°50′     VII Pisces 7°45′
    Uranus Virgo 20°17′     VIII Aries 2°26′
    Neptune Scorpio 22°36′ R   IX Taurus 1°46′
    Pluto Virgo 17°59′ R   Midheaven Gemini 4°41′
    Lilith Aries 17°00′     XI Cancer 8°20′
    Asc node Taurus 6°49′     XII Leo 9°43′

     

     

    Aspects

    The following table shows the planetary aspects in your natal chart. Short interpretations are found below.

    Planet Aspect Planet Orb Orb/Value
    Sun Trine Moon 2°48′ 123
    Sun Sextile Saturn 3°08′ 52
    Sun Square Ascendant 1°04′ -82
    Moon Trine Mars 5°32′ 32
    Moon Opposition Jupiter 8°36′ -12
    Moon Sextile Saturn 0°20′ 121
    Mercury Square Uranus 4°42′ -36
    Venus Square Mars 5°27′ -8
    Venus Sextile Uranus 0°12′ 192
    Venus Trine Neptune 2°08′ 66
    Venus Sextile Pluto 2°29′ 81
    Mars Opposition Saturn 5°12′ -30
    Uranus Sextile Neptune 2°20′ 53
    Uranus Conjunction Pluto 2°17′ 124
    Neptune Sextile Pluto 4°37′ 5
    849 -168 681

     

     

    Asteroids & Chiron

    The following table shows the positions of the four major asteroids and Chiron. These points are not as commonly used by astrologers, but are presented here for those interested in knowing where the asteroids are positioned in their birth chart.

    Chiron Pisces 28°59′
    Ceres Cancer 21°38′
    Pallas Gemini 10°18′
    Juno Leo 17°43′
    Vesta Scorpio 23°53′ R
    Fortune Taurus 10°33′
    South node Scorpio 6°49′
    Natal Chart Report

    Birth Chart

    This birth chart report shows the positions of the planets for Rose .

    The Sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy.

    Sun in Gemini

    With the Sun in Gemini, the urge for self-expression is strong. These natives are often just as interested in collecting information as they are in sharing it. Curious to a fault, Geminis have a finger in every pie.

    Solar Geminis are flexible and changeable people. Their ability to adapt quickly to new situations generally gains them plenty of friends and social contacts. Usually quite clever and witty, Geminis enjoy intellectual conversations and they are easily bored if they are not getting enough mental stimulation.

    Often quite adept at fitting in with others, Geminis easily adopt the moods of those around them. They are friends to people from all walks of life, and are not easily intimidated. Their ability to detach themselves can make Geminis very objective and observant, but a little difficult to get close to. Although they often have many friends, intimacy doesn’t come as easily to Solar Geminis.

    It can be difficult to know what Gemini really feels at any given moment. They are often very impressionable and scattered. There is usually a nervous air to Geminis that can make more personal characters a little uneasy. It is not always intuitive to trust Geminis to be loyal or to keep secrets. Geminis often flit about, moving quickly and keeping busy every step of the way. Many people with this position of the Sun have gained quite a bit of knowledge in their lifetimes, but they don’t often possess specialized knowledge. This is because Geminis have relatively short attention spans. Restlessness is especially common with this position of the Sun.

    Usually quite affable, Geminis enjoy the “light” side of life. This tendency to take things lightly makes them quite pleasing to be around; but it can be maddening to people seeking support on the deeper issues in life. Geminis are both interesting and interested. Their wit can be dazzling and their changeability dizzying. At the very least, Geminis will seldom bore you.

    Short description:

    She is an opportunist. She can express herself easily and learns quickly. She is welcoming and gentle. She likes travel and intellectual work.

    Weaknesses: a changeable and diffuse nature. Wastes energy by doing too many things. She lacks persistence in achieving set goals.

    Sun in X

    The urge to work toward a goal, for success and accomplishment, and/or for power is part of your make-up. You are uncomfortable in any position in which you must “take orders” from someone else. Recognize your ambitions and your need for authority without going overboard. Seek out a career that allows you to manage, rather than be managed, if possible. It is crucial that you accept the part of you that is ambitious, but take pains not to over-identify with an image that is not really you! Successful career is guaranteed, but may sometimes come late.

    123 Trine Sun – Moon

    Your emotions and your will are at peace with one another, suggesting a rather balanced personality. The “messages” you received in childhood were not contradictory overall, and you have a stronger sense of purpose and appreciation of harmony than most people. You are likely personally popular, mainly because you expect harmony in your relationships. You are attractive to the opposite sex, and your self-confidence and security make you easy to deal with on many levels. Your relaxed, easygoing disposition puts others at ease. You may not be prepared for conflict and you often avoid “rocking the boat”. You may acquiesce to others a little too often, if only to maintain a feeling of balance and harmony, as conflict is something you not only dislike, you might fear it. The tendency towards too much acceptance–of the self and of others–is usually present. You must be encouraged to question life, or you run the risk of taking things for granted. Vitality is usually good and quite constant. You are not necessarily hard-driving, unless other indications in the chart point to it, but your constitution is generally strong. At any rate, you are not as prone to the kinds of ups and downs that plague those with challenging aspects between the Sun and Moon. This is because even though your life goals and your emotional needs are different, they are in harmony.

    Short description:She has lots of vitality. She likes public life, she is popular and her company is appreciated. She is balanced, at ease with herself and usually gets on very well with her parents.

    52 Sextile Sun – Saturn

    It is easy and natural for you to accept responsibilities, to lead a rather ordered life, and to apply caution in your financial and business dealings. You rarely jump to conclusions or take uneducated risks. You have a certain amount of patience and enough self-discipline to slowly but surely achieve what you set out to do. Although somewhat undemonstrative, you are generally loyal and responsible people to those you care about. You take your time in most endeavors and generally use a step-by-step approach to most projects–but you steadily reach your goals. You are naturally trustworthy, and you don’t have much patience for those who don’t show respect for others, who take foolish risks, and who lead disorganized lives.

    -82 Square Sun – Ascendant

    She can face conflicts in life due to a projection of character that doesn’t match what is on the inside. Misrepresentation of the self is frequent. She must strive to understand how others perceive her and work on presenting a more accurate persona to the world, or she will rub people the wrong way or feel unrecognized and misunderstood.

    The Moon represents the emotional responses, unconscious pre-destination, and the self-image.

    Moon in Aquarius

    Moon in Aquarius people are extremely observant. They are life-time students of human nature, loving to analyze why people do what they do. This often stems from a detached–even shy–personality, especially in youth. Whether due to character or conditioning, Moon in Aquarius people often grow up feeling “different”. Although rather sociable, they are often loners at heart. Many have strong egos, or at least powerful defense mechanisms, and most Lunar Aquarians will do their best to be the most unique and unusual person they can be. Their inner feeling of loneliness–that they don’t quite fit in–puts them on the outside, looking in. There is a very idealistic and progressive streak in Lunar Aquarians that is admirable indeed. However, when the Moon is in Aquarius, natives often will deny the more irrational qualities of emotions–such as jealousy, possessiveness, and fear–in an effort to be “above” what they consider “pettiness”. When this goes too far, Lunar Aquarians can be emotionally blocked, distant, and detached.

    Lunar Aquarians can be very willful, especially in childhood. With age, these natives generally learn to handle their strong needs. Their desire for independence is powerful indeed, no matter what their age. With a quiet Sun and/or Ascendant, their desire to “shock” others is not always apparent until a relationship becomes comfortable. They are generally proud of their family members, boasting just how unique they are. When their families are ultra-conservative, the boast will be that they rebelled against all of that!

    Although given to temper tantrums and willful behavior in youth, Moon in Aquarius people often grow up feeling that messy emotions are unappealing. They often pride themselves for being cool-headed, detached, and “above” what they consider the more base emotions. In the process, they can end up alienating others–and themselves. Although Lunar Aquarians can be especially adept at understanding others’ behavior and motivations, they can lose touch with their own–simply because they have identified too strongly with what they aspire to be (and these aspirations are often super-human). The Aquarian tendency to be humanitarian shows up powerfully in Moon in Aquarius. However, their kindness and concern for others is generally more a broad philosophy of life. With people close to them, Moon in Aquarius natives can seemingly lack compassion, as they often fully expect others to be as independent and detached as they are! In close, personal relationships, however, Lunar Aquarians generally give others a lot of personal freedom, and they will tolerate and enjoy all kinds of idiosyncrasies in people around them.

    Moon in Aquarius people are rarely flighty people, but they can be unreliable when it concerns the little things in life. Often, this is simply an assertion of their independence. In the long haul, however, they are rather constant, as Aquarius is a fixed sign. As long as they have their own space and the freedom to be themselves, however kooky that may be, they are trustworthy and loyal. Lunar Aquarians generally make wonderful friends. They’ll make a point of leaving nobody on the outside. Many will fight for other’s rights and crusade for equality. What may be surprising is that Moon in Aquarius people have a lot of pride. In fact, when they’ve been attacked in any way (especially regarding their character), they can become very inflexible and cool. It can be difficult to know just how sensitive to criticism Lunar Aquarians are, simply because they hide it so well! When their character or behavior has been criticized, they tend to dig in their heels and keep right on doing it. They fully expect others to accept them exactly as they are, or they don’t have much use for them in their lives. These sometimes maddeningly unpredictable people are nevertheless quite charming. They have an unmistakable stubborn streak, but when left to be themselves, they make unusual and endlessly interesting people to be around. Life just wouldn’t be the same without Lunar Aquarians’ unusual spin on the world and the people in it!

    Short description:

    She is sociable, intelligent and lucid. Thanks to great sociability, she has many friends. She is modern, original, inventive, non-conformist and brings new life to everything she does.

    Weaknesses: she is eccentric, with sharp mood swings. Complex love life.

    Moon in V

    She likes pleasures, distractions of all sorts. Emotional life is rich. She loves children, and will have a lot. She will be self-taught.

    You love to share emotional experiences with loved ones and have a flair for the dramatic. Love affairs are magnetic and intense, and you don’t take them lightly by any means, although you may go through much change with regard to your romances. You are attached to children, whether they’re your own or not. Your creative hobbies are subject to relatively frequent changes, and you have innate artistic talent. You have a vivid imagination and are given to daydreaming often. There is a sense that you are always in touch, or trying to get in touch, with your inner child. If the Moon is challenged, you may have problems with impulsive shopping or gambling, or with frequent love affairs that never fully satisfy you. In any of these cases, you are more attached to the game than the player, and this is something to work on if you are looking to find true fulfillment. You might take risks just for the fun of it, but in the process, you are being irresponsible to others and to yourself.

    32 Trine Moon – Mars

    You are a passionate person who loves life. Although your emotions are powerful and immediate, your passion is generally controlled and directed. You are a sexual person who nevertheless doesn’t get too carried away or controlled by your passions. Because your emotions are strong and you know how to channel them into constructive channels, you don’t easily understand such things as “crimes of passion”, impulsive behaviors, or emotional excitability in others. You’re generally open, accepting, and natural in your sexual expression. You need an emotional connection in order to feel complete on a physical level. You may have an affection and talent for sports, but other factors in the natal chart are necessary to provide the motivation and commitment.

    Short description: She is frank, honest, full of vigor and ambition. She is strong-willed and powerful at work. She is a little hard on herself but, above all, on others whose capacity for action is not as great.

    -12 Opposition Moon – Jupiter

    She is sometimes indifferent to others, to those who surround her: she is, without thinking, negligent and indecisive. She may “feed” inner restlessness with excesses in gambling, shopping, or other comforts, and her honesty is sometimes a bit elastic. This aspect does not help professional success, especially as she tends to spend more than she earns. Sometimes enthusiastic and gung-ho, and other times indifferent, it can be challenging for others to understand her. Needs to find constructive avenues for her inner restlessness.

    121 Sextile Moon – Saturn

    She controls her feelings. She has a sense of duty, of self-esteem and is prudent. She can concentrate on a long-term task, manual or intellectual. She perseveres and is serious in everything she does.

    Mercury represents communication, Cartesian and logical spirit.

    Mercury in Gemini

    Mercury in Gemini people are generally quick-witted. They can come across as somewhat scattered, and this is mainly due to their eclectic interests. They seem to know a little about everything.\r\nTurn to Mercury in Gemini men and women for lots of facts and figures as well as broad knowledge. Their learning is a little superficial–they generally have too many interests to delve too deeply into any one. These people learn best in a stimulating environment. They get bored easily, but they are fast learners. Impressionable to a fault, Mercury in Gemini people pick up more from their environment than most, and they can process information at lightning speed! The restlessness of Gemini is especially obvious when Mercury is placed in the sign. There is a nervous energy here that is unmistakable.\r\n

    Mercury in X

    Her home and comfort are the only things important for her. She is intelligent and speaks easily and cogently. Easily keeps many irons in the fire and concludes her activities. Moves house a lot for business reasons.

    You are good with language, and generally use this talent in your profession. You can have an authoritative air about you, or you are talented at communicating and negotiating with those in authority. You might have more than one job going at once much of the time, you could change your career directions frequently, or you could be attracted to jobs that keep you on the move. You require frequent changes of setting or activities in order to remain stimulated and challenged. You are skilled at bringing fresh energy to your conversations or to your job, perhaps because you need the stimulation.

    -36 Square Mercury – Uranus

    She likes polemic, to criticize and, above all, to contradict. She lacks diplomacy and tends to dissipate her energy. She cannot stay in the same place, likes change even if it means a backward step in her professional career.

    Venus represents an interest for emotions and values, exchange and sharing with others.

    Venus in Cancer

    Love for Venus in Cancer is best when it is committed and rather predictable. These people are sensitive in love, even if their Sun sign is the more playful and outgoing signs of Gemini or Leo. You may even say their egos are a little underdeveloped when it comes to love, but they have a lot to give in return: namely, security, comfort, and care. Venus in Cancer men and women show their love by caring for you. They pay more attention to your feelings than your words, and observe you rather carefully. They want a safe, solid relationship. They can be a little moody in love, and some go so far as giving silent treatments and engaging in pouting routines to get attention from their mate. They are turned off by anything impersonal, and too much rationalizing leaves them cold. They are not afraid of emotional confrontations (even if they have a Gemini Sun and appear flighty in other areas of life). Still, these lovers are always worried they’ll be left high and dry. If you’ve hurt them, they’ll have a hard time forgetting. Every so often, they’ll retreat into themselves (not unlike a Crab), and it can be difficult to pull them out. This is when they use their extraordinary “nursing” abilities on themselves, instead of you…and you simply don’t want that!

    Pleasing Venus in Cancer involves lots of snuggling and sentimentality. Recognize their attachments to their family and home. Help them to feel confident with you — when they are fearful of being rejected, they can resort to some frustrating tactics to find out just how loved they are. Think about how a crab (the symbol of Cancer) moves towards its goal, and you will get a fair idea of Venus in Cancer’s approach. Do your best to make them feel secure and cared for, and you will be rewarded with a patient, dependable, and loving mate.

    Venus in XI

    Successful professional life in great part due to good relationships, friends or patrons. She finds love in the circle of friends.

    The friendship level of your relationship needs to be genuine in order for you to sustain romantic interest. You tend to focus on a person’s unique qualities — those traits that make him or her stand out — as the most attractive. Your relationships must possess some kind of unconventional element in order to keep your interest levels high. Calves and ankles are either erogenous zones for you, or parts of your body that are particularly attractive! You may meet lovers through group activities. Although you value friendships and group affiliations highly, you might jump into friendships without considering the responsibilities they might entail.

    -8 Square Venus – Mars

    While she is passionate, she likes carnal desires and voluptuousness above all. She may go to excess and is often unsatisfied.

    Whether it’s an infatuation or a full-blown love affair, relationships get you out of bed in the morning. You are passionate and seem to need an active romantic and sexual life to drive you. Often, this area of life is somewhat challenging, especially in youth. As much as you want to be involved in a passionate affair, your timing can be off and/or it’s difficult to find a relationship that mirrors your strong desires and expectations. Especially when you are young, there can be a real awkwardness with your social skills–this may or may not be apparent to others.

    You are highly creative and generally are driven to express that creativity. Your passion for romance is often channeled into your creative output. For example, challenges in relationships may be a large part of the drive behind your poetry, music, or other art.

    Love and hate are very much mixed together for you. You are prone to love-hate relationships with others, likely because your passions are such that the old saying “there’s a fine line between love and hate” rings especially true for you. Some level of competitiveness, anger, frustration, or angst is present in your romantic relationships. Although you are quick to anger, you are generally just as quick to forget about it.

    \r\n 192 Sextile Venus – Uranus

    Independent in love. Her love life is rich, but possibly with passing love affairs. She tires quickly and is scared of losing her liberty. Traditional marriage may not be for her. She has that little something that attracts the opposite sex: she likes amorous adventures, she is romantic. She is the eternal lover and perhaps is unfaithful if she has a serious relationship. She likes art, anything new.

    The ability to get along with–and accept–people from all walks of life as friends is strong with this position. She can readily see through insincerity in others. In relationships, tolerance is the most important “ingredient” to her. Her sexual preferences are somewhat unconventional, and she won’t be happy with a partner who tries to limit her sexual expression. She is usually quite capable of maintaining relationships that require a great deal of freedom and tolerance, such as long-distance romances or set-ups in which partners are unable to see each other consistently. Her style in love is somewhat free and breezy, and noncommittal. She quite naturally accepts the idea that her partner might need some personal space and freedom.

    66 Trine Venus – Neptune

    Her professional life is unstable. She has a taste for the Arts, is a dreamer, is easily influenced and romantic. She is emotional and very sensitive.

    Romantic, creative, gentle, and adaptable, you naturally express the finer qualities of mysterious and dreamy Neptune in your love relationships. Your imagination is rich and your fantasy world well-developed. You are turned off by rudeness and crudeness, and are drawn to beauty in its many forms. You are very giving and generous, but may be a little on the submissive side, or sometimes downright lazy, failing to take the initiative when situations call for it.

    81 Sextile Venus – Pluto

    Her emotional and sex life is powerful and rich. She lives out truly passionate love affairs.

    Mars represents the desire for action and physical energy.

    Mars in Libra

    Mars in Libra natives often reflect about things before they act. Decisiveness is not their strong point, but they do, eventually, get things done. Many people with this position procrastinate, generally because they feel the need to weigh all of the alternatives before taking action.

    Life isn’t always fair, as Mars in Scorpio would say, but Mars in Libra will seldom accept this notion. These natives can easily get caught up in defending themselves and others. Although their overall goal is to live peacefully, they stir others up with their desire to balance everything. Still, they always play innocent when they are challenged, and can generally charm the birds out of the trees to win your favor. Passive-aggressiveness is practically the hallmark of this position. They don’t want to look like they are ever being mean or unfair, but aggression has to go somewhere! Too often, this results in sneaky behavior and subterfuge. On the other hand, some Mars in Libra people turn the Mars energy into action, and they fight for Libran justice and fairness in the world. On the up side, Mars in Libra people are adept at predicting when problems and discord will occur well in advance. They know how to compromise and are excellent at conflict management.

    Mars in II

    She undertakes daring and dangerous enterprises. She has lots of initiative. She works hard for her money, of which she earns a lot. She is a spendthrift, money comes and goes. She is always ready to start from scratch in the event of a setback. Great willingness and enthusiasm.

    You are likely to be a hard worker, although you appreciate the process and might be slower than some as you focus on the method and tend to each step deliberately and carefully. You love to produce things of practical value. You are ambitious when it comes to making money and acquiring possessions, but you might be impatient or impulsive when it comes to spending. You can be quite possessive, both of material things and of people. You like a physical challenge, and your physical abilities and energy make up a strong part of your sense of self-worth. You like to work independently, or you value things most when you have achieved something on your own. The world of the five senses is most important to you on sensual and sexual levels. You have a hearty appetite with strong stamina. You defend your values fervently.

    -30 Opposition Mars – Saturn

    She is only interested in doing something if there are problems attached: once these are solved, she goes on to something else which has complications. She likes to overcome obstacles, is tough, does not have too many feelings, especially in business. She is egoistic, violent and stubborn. She does not always make friends.

    Jupiter represents expansion and grace.

    Jupiter in Leo

    She attracts the most good fortune when she expresses magnanimity, is generous with others, inspires confidence in those around her, conducts herself with dignity and sincerity, and avoids the pitfall of excessive egotism. Prosperous areas are creative ones, entertainment, children, and recreation. Takes pride in everything she does. Generosity brings success.

    Jupiter in XI

    She is cooperative, organizes everyone. She climbs the social ladder thanks to help from friends and acquaintances who are chosen, not for their qualities, but for the advantages they can bring. She achieves her objectives.

    Saturn represents contraction and effort.

    Saturn in Aries

    Self-consciousness can be a problem. Must learn to develop self-confidence. Is bothered by a “me-first” attitude in others, but must learn that “me-first” is sometimes necessary, in moderation.

    Saturn in VIII

    Financially not very well off, average salary. The spouse is also not rich. Possibility of a small inheritance, which helps a lot. Long life and natural death, if the aspects allow.

    Uranus represents individual liberty, egoistic liberty.

    Uranus in Virgo

    Interested in nutrition, new ways of doing a job.

    Uranus in I

    She is above all independent and original. Sometimes blunt and irritable. Never lets herself be influenced. She does not tolerate any sort of setback. She is ready for adventure, even though it’s risky.

    Uranus in the first house alters the way an individual projects personal energies onto others. You are likely to seek, nay demand, freedom in the way you present yourself to the world. Dressing simply but quirkily, you will have no problems in asserting yourself. You are not shy in letting everyone know where you stand on issues. In fact you take pride in presenting your unique perspective. “I am a simple soul with few wants and needs,” is what you tell yourself. All you can feel is an altruistic desire to change the world! Friends and relatives probably find you a trifle erratic. They know you to be good-hearted and genuine about your feelings. Your passions rise fast and you lose interest at the same rate.

    53 Sextile Uranus – Neptune

    124 Conjunction Uranus – Pluto

    She fights to improve her daily life, she is persevering.

    Neptune represents transcendental liberty, non-egoistic liberty.

    Neptune in Scorpio

    Willing to look beyond the superficial.

    Neptune in III

    She has a lot of imagination, high ideals. She is nostalgic. Dry, cold facts are hard for her to absorb, so traditional academics might not appeal.

    5 Sextile Neptune – Pluto

    Pluto represents transformations, mutations and elimination.

    Pluto in Virgo

    Research and investigation come naturally.

    House I is the area of self identity. The ascendant is a symbol of how one acts in life. It is the image of the personality as seen by others, and the attitude that one has towards life.

    Ascendant in Virgo

    People with Virgo rising are often a little understated in their personal mannerisms and appearance, although a lot depends on the position of Mercury (the ruling planet of Virgo) in the chart. Generally, there is an intelligent and reserved aura about Virgo rising individuals that is unmistakable. These are actually somewhat shy people who need time to analyze things around them before they warm up to both situations and people. This quality can be received exactly as that, or it can be received as a rather stand-offish, cool, and even critical manner (depending on the audience). One of the biggest personality traits of this position is body-awareness. People with Virgo ascendants are sensitive to any discomfort or other signals their body gives them. Many are especially interested and concerned with physical health, and some are attracted to mind-body awareness exercises such as yoga. Virgo rising people are often rather particular about food. Although some have good appetites, there can be an unmistakable pickiness about what they put in and on their bodies. Virgo ascendant natives have a tendency to worry a lot, especially when confronted with new situations. They notice the tiniest details that others overlook.

    Many people with this position have a tendency to attract (or be attracted to) people who need help. Their relationships may be confusing as a result. Despite the Virgo rising tendency to appear rather collected and professional, relationships can sometimes be messy simply because these natives don’t always see their partners and partnerships clearly. There’s a quiet charm to many Virgo rising people. Once they have the chance to warm up to new people and situations, you’ll find they have a lot to offer. They’ll help you out of a jam, go out on a limb for you, and surprise you with a natural modesty under a somewhat critical and standoffish manner.

    House II is the area of material security and values. It rules money and personal finances, sense of self-worth and basic values, personal possessions.

    House II in Libra

    Income may come either as a result of an advantageous marriage or union, through artistic expression, or by a very useful association. Partnerships can help further financial goals. Venus by sign and house can show other areas for making money.

    House III is the area of social and intellectual learning.

    House III in Scorpio

    Makes a good investigator because she is very curious, likes researching and does this with a lot of patience, likes to solve mysteries. Knows how to take risks, while being aware of the dangers.

    House IV is the area of home, family, roots, and deep emotions/sense of self-worth.

    House IV in Sagittarius

    She will certainly marry a foreigner, or go to live abroad permanently and set up home there.

    House V is the area of creative self-expression, romance, entertainment, children, and gambling.

    House V in Capricorn

    The absolute example of the “serious” type. Everything is calculated, the slightest risk analyzed, patience is one of her main qualities. Doesn’t know anything about chance. One or two love affairs, marriage, a family, all unproblematic – done calmly with love and wisdom.

    House VI is the area of learning by material transaction.

    House VI in Aquarius

    One of the professions or teaching. Weak point: the circulation of the blood.

    House VII is the area of one-to-one relationships such as marriage and partnership, and of social and intellectual action.

    House VII in Pisces

    Marriage with someone who will quickly disappoint. The spouse’s lack of energy and vitality will annoy her, and this could lead to the break-up of the marriage. A second, happier one could happen.

    House VIII is the area of emotional security and of security of the soul.

    House VIII in Aries

    The spouse will tend to spend more money than she earns. Be careful of any haste that could prove dangerous. Drives a car too fast.

    House IX is the area of learning that shapes the identity.

    House IX in Taurus

    Travels but little, no great attraction for abroad. Doesn’t change principles, practically never changes mind.

    House X is the area of material action. The Mid-heaven represents the work one will do in his life, the place one will take in the world of society. It becomes more important as one grows older

    House X in Gemini

    Profession requiring lots of change and movement. If this isn’t the case, then lots of job changes. Likes to move, travel, write.

    House XI is the area of search for social and intellectual security.

    House XI in Cancer

    Sincere and life-long friendships. The family comes first, however.

    House XII is the area of education and of emotion.
    House XII in Leo

    A few problems with authority or someone in charge.