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    THE MOST DANGEROUS GAME

    Watched the film THE MOST DANGEROUS GAME by Richard Connell
    / STORY first published in Collier’s on January 19, 1924 /
    is one of my favorite short stories .
    1932 RKO Pictures film The Most Dangerous Game
    Joel McCrea https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joel_McCrea
    Leslie Banks https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leslie_Banks
    Fay Wray of KING KONG FAME https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fay_Wray
    The movie was not as good as the short story but a cinematic production rarely matches that of words in a book.
    🎭🎞🎭📽🎭🎥🎭📖📚📙📘📗📕🚢
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Most_Dangerous_Game

    ROSE’S NAME Kabalarian REPORT

    Part 1: Your Life Purpose/Birthpath – May 28, 1967
    At birth, with the first breath, a spiritual essence and purpose became a part of you and gave you life, caused your heart to beat, and your systems to work, and activated your physical growth. Your particular date of birth determines your unique core purpose, the reason for your life, and pathway you should follow for ultimate happiness.

    Whether your birthpath fully expresses depends upon your names, for the names create your personality and are the compelling forces that shape your life. The birthpath is the potential to be understood and consciously expressed through a mind harmonized to one’s purpose.

    May 28, 1967: [revise birthdate]

    Your purpose, measured from the date of your birth, is to be the peacemaker, diplomat, or mediator in many situations. You have the potential to understand the thoughts and feelings of others through your natural sensitivity, gentleness, and the receptivity of your inner nature, which allows you to be aware of and adaptable to the needs of others. Your role is to explore new ways to deal with people. Your potential is to bridge differences between people through understanding their differing viewpoints and to use diplomacy and the ability to negotiate in order to bring about co-operation, harmony, and progress.

    You must become mentally individual and independent with clarity of perspective so as not to be unduly influenced by others. By maintaining strict confidentiality and high standards of conduct, you could lead others by your example of refinement in thought and speech. Your inner qualities of flexibility, quick-mindedness, and intuition could be channelled into advisory, counselling, or consulting opportunities.

    Balance your responsibilities to others by finding time to be alone to think and plan and to write down your thoughts. Your potential reveals an ability to write, compose, or take part in drama.

    Set aside time to enjoy sports, competitive or otherwise, and to spend time outdoors in such activities as hiking, skiing, skating, or camping.

    Your greatest happiness will come as you find ways to blend your unique and independent perspective with your ability to understand and assist others.

     

    These are your inner qualities, according to your birthpath which is determined from your birthdate of May 28, 1967. It is your duty to express through your intelligence; i.e., it is your mission in life—but this can be materialized in action only if the plane of mind or desires created by the name are the same as these inherent qualities and coincide with a successful destiny number (See the section on Destiny).

    The following analysis of your names and signature will show the inconsistency between the expression of your personal nature created by your names of Rose Goode and your birthpath.

    Correcting your Birth Date

    Birth time around midnight?
    Part 2: Analysis of Your Names
    Why Names Matter

    https://www.kabalarians.com/cfm/nrmovie-embedded.cfm

    Too many people today suffer physically, mentally, emotionally, and materially—all due to lack of understanding of the principles of name. Yes, proper foods and good physical habits are essential and are the building blocks to a strong, healthy body, but they are not the complete answer. Everyone searches for happiness, health, and understanding. The first step towards this goal is knowing the reasons why you think the way you do and how your thoughts create your life pattern; your happiness, health, and success.

    In your Name Report, your names are analyzed using the 26-letter English alphabet. However the effect of your names in English may be modified somewhat if, in addition, your names were created from a different alphabet. We would be pleased to discuss this matter with you.

    Middle names do not determine your personality traits and are not analyzed unless you are called by your middle name. If your middle name is a part of your business signature, it would have an overall influence in your business affairs and would be described in the business signature section.

    Your First Name(s)
    Your most used first name(s) reveals your personality—your desires, ideals, goals, ambitions, as well as potential health weaknesses.

     

    Rose [edit/add name]

    Your first name of Rose has made you a very kind, thoughtful, and sociable person. Because of your friendly and diplomatic qualities, you make friends easily. You shine as a hostess as you instinctively know how to make everyone feel relaxed and friendly. Unfortunately, people are apt to take advantage of you because you are too easygoing and hate to face issues. You find it very difficult to make decisions. Procrastination is your worst enemy as you are inclined to be dreamy and idealistic. Out of kindness, you make promises that are impossible to keep, although you always have the best intentions. You tend to scatter your efforts, though you are enthusiastic initially; but when it comes to handling the monotonous details, your interest wanes. This name does not offer you practicality, system, or concentration.

    Because you are sensitive and impressionable, you are strongly affected by others and conditions around you. People are inclined to come to you seeking solutions to their problems and, because you have the ability to sense the feelings of others, you usually give good advice. Since your life is people-oriented, you must always hold confidences and guard your tongue, as gossiping is inclined to be a weakness of your name. If those around you are quarreling, you would want to try to be the mediator to create understanding between them. Yours is a quick mind and you can usually think of something to say when there is a need to offset or deflect an unpleasant situation, sometimes even stretching the truth a little when it is expedient. You want very much for everyone to be happy and friendly.

    You, in turn, need support from others since you do not like to stand alone. Being affectionate, loving, and romantic, you tend to be governed more by your feelings than by reason. Thus your name causes you to be temperamental and very emotional at times. Your desires often override your better judgment. It is difficult for you to say “no” and mean it, as you do not like to hurt people’s feelings.

    You are not inclined to be athletic, but prefer instead such activities as dancing and social events. You love music, drama, and artistic creations, fashionable clothes, and refined surroundings. If given the training, you could do well in art, music, singing, or creative design. You enjoy spending money and are generous, and since you are not very practical, you must be wary of those who would appeal to your feelings and encourage you to spend beyond your means.

    The influence of your first name limits your energy in that it would cause weaknesses in the fluid functions of your body through poor circulation. Also, either kidney and bladder weaknesses, female disorders, swollen ankles and feet, or varicose veins could pose problems for you. Your fondness for sweets and starchy foods affects the liver, causes skin trouble, and could result in overweight. As you grow older, arthritis could also be present. You may not necessarily develop all of these problems, but with this name these are the areas where weaknesses could occur when poor eating and living habits exist.

    Controlling your desires is challenging for you as this names makes you happy-go-lucky, carefree, and not interested in restraint and discipline.

     

    The weaknesses of the your current first name of Rose can be offset with a balanced first name . A balanced first name expresses a positive vibration that will free your mind to pursue your natural calling. You will find your thinking expanding, changing, and becoming creative in new ways. You will start to attract progressive opportunities to help you fulfil your purpose and to find success in every area of your life. As a result, you will naturally find personal contentment and happiness. See the recommendations section for more information.

    Important: If your legal name is different than your most used name of Rose we would encourage to add your legal first name to your Name Report so you can get an analysis of this first name as it is a very important influence in your life. For example:

    Joseph (legal)
    Joe (most used)
    J (nickname)
    Add and analyze my legal first name
     

    Your Surname(s)
    The family name is the influence of your background, your home environment, the strengths and weaknesses, and the hereditary traits.

    It must be clearly borne in mind that this is a generalization of the attributes of the surnames given, and in some cases, the characteristics are modified by the first name. But, if not modified by the first name, the attributes described will predominate. The fault lies in the name, and will carry on to the heirs bearing that name.

     

    Goode [edit/add name]

    The surname of 8-2-1Goode creates a family that has the ambition and vision to be successful and affluent in the material world, but, unfortunately, circumstances force them, time and time again to start over. They persevere with hard work, sometimes steam-rollering their way through obstacles, but are denied the opportunity to benefit fully from their efforts; as a result, all that focused intensity can revert to frustration and unhappiness. Although they are loyal to family and friends, their tendency to be strong in their opinions and to say what they think regardless of the feelings of others, can create alienation. This surname spoils relaxation and congenial association, for its influence is too forceful and aggressive. Some members of this family may find release from this strong driving force in creative endeavours, possibly through innovative design and inventiveness. Often, attention revolves around the wishes of the most dominant family member. With such independent, self-centred qualities, there is little merging of minds or spontaneous giving to one another-qualities so necessary for creating harmony and happiness in close relationships. The strictness and rigidity in the home environment is particularly stressful for those who are more sensitive and who crave a show of affection and understanding. Young adults often strike out on their own at an early age, both to remove themselves from being dominated and to fulfil the urge to make their own way. Weaknesses in the health in this family would centre either in the head, in the eyes, teeth, sinuses, or throat, or in the generative organs, causing female problems or prostate gland trouble.

     

    This surname of Goode has limitations and it is not in harmony with your first name and birthdate. It is another influence that could create confusion and lack of good health over time. All hereditary characteristics are carried down each family through the surname. When a woman adopts a new surname through marriage or alters her surname in any way, she will inherit the weaknesses and strengths of the new surname. These are some of the complications of surnames.

    A balanced last name harmonized to a balanced first name and to your date of birth of May 28, 1967 will give you the optimum benefits so that you can achieve the success of your goals and your life’s purpose.

    Your Combined Names(s) Create Your Destiny
    Your combined names show your desires, long-term ambitions, and accomplishments and create your destiny or your experiences and the conditions that become part of your life.

     

    Rose Goode [edit/add name]

    The combination of the names Rose Goode takes you into positions where you must work hard and persevere. You desire to be independent, but you are not taken into a leadership role, nor do you meet people who offer mental stimulation and vision. You are required to do technical, mechanical work, or to handle much detail. As opportunities are restricted, you are forced to take advantage of small opportunities to make progress, which can be steady, but it is not in proportion to your hard work and consistent effort. Under these names there is little to show for all your conscientious hard work and consistent effort. Any weakness in your health could also show in your organs of digestion and elimination.

     

    Your combined name of Rose Goode describes the sum total of your experiences and reveals the degree of happiness and success you have accomplished in your life. Have you achieved your best or does life seem mediocre? We can assist you in making positive changes to find your best possible level of success and happiness. Remember to take advantage of your free 1/2 hour telephone consultation for additional support.

    Your Business Signature(s)
    Your business signature denotes the degree of your financial success and the type of occupations you are drawn into.

     

    Important: If your business signature is different than your most used full name of Rose Goode we would encourage to add your business signature(s) to your Name Report so you can get an analysis of these names as they are a key influence on your business affairs and success.

    Add and analyze my business signature
     

    Rose Goode [edit/add name]

    To the extent that you use the business signature of Rose Goode, it would restrict financial success. The opportunities that would come your way offer little scope or remuneration relative to your efforts. Invariably you are coping with technical, mechanical matters dealing with detail and routine in a limited environment lacking physical comforts. Any financial success achieved comes through steady, persistent effort and taking advantage of small opportunities to make headway.

     

    Adding More Names
    All the names you use are important and so we recommend that you consider completing the full order form which includes analyses of your:

    nicknames
    business signatures
    previous names
    birth names
    maiden names
    future names
    legal names
    Analyze more names
    Part 3: Current Destiny Created by Your Combined Names
    Your combined names of Rose Goode create the overall conditions in your life which we call your destiny. Your names have allowed a certain degree of accomplishment and success; however, there are definite drawbacks and conflicting influences that will spoil your long-term personal happiness and fulfillment, and business success. These conditions will continually occur (despite your best efforts) and will limit your success in life as long as you use these names. See the detailed descriptions below.

    Rose Goode
     
    Your combined names of Rose Goode draw you into technical positions, routine, and monotonous repetition. You will not receive returns proportionate to the amount of effort you expend. Your life is held down by too many details and much hard work with limited progressive results and meaningful success. You are forced to make small opportunities important and to take advantage of them to make systematic progress, but sucess comes very slow. These circumstances and lack of opportunities require a lot of patience, and result in frustration when you are striving for greater goals. You are not able to develop the broad scope of your birthpath potential nor to reach the success that you desire. These names do not provide the true happiness and freedom that is part of the expression of your birthpath qualities. Resultant tension affects the digestive system and intestinal tract.

    If you have your name and business signature balanced in harmony with your birthpath by using a Balanced Name, you will find these conditions changing to greater stability and happiness and you will be able to fulfil your ideals and reach the success you envision.
    Important Points on the 4 Destiny of your name Rose Goode
    by Dhorea Delain – Senior Name Specialist – Society of Kabalarians
    Part 4: Recommendations for Rose Goode
    Knowing that the cause of the conditions in your life is the result of using your current names, you must face the reality that as long as you keep using your names of Rose Goode the conditions and repeating patterns of experiences will not change or improve. Your undertakings will continually fall short of what they could be.
    Unfortunately as long as you use the name of Rose Goode you are drawn into monotonous repetition. You will not receive returns proportionate to the amount of effort you expend. Your life is held down by too many details and much hard work with limited progressive results and meaningful success.

     

    Our recommendation and solution is that you consider a Kabalarian Balanced Name that is in harmony with your inner potential as determined by your birth date of May 28, 1967. This will create the change in your thinking and the opportunities through which to express your natural abilities.

    What is a Balanced Name from the Kabalarian Philosophy?
    A Balanced Name is a first and last name balanced mathematically using the Kabalarian Philosophy’s unique understanding of the basic principles of language, name, and mind.
    A Balanced Name will be in harmony with your inner potential as determined by from your date of birth of May 28, 1967 which defined your core purpose of being a peace maker and diplomat, meeting and mixing with people, to understand others, and to help people in the solution of their problems.

     

    Depending on your current names, birth date, and other factors, a move to a Balanced Name involves anywhere from a simple modified spelling of one or both of your names to completely new names.

     

     

     

    ANGELA’S NAME Kabalarian REPORT

    Part 1: Your Life Purpose/Birthpath – December 19, 1965
    At birth, with the first breath, a spiritual essence and purpose
    became a part of you and gave you life, caused your heart to beat,
    and your systems to work, and activated your physical growth. Your
    particular date of birth determines your unique core purpose, the
    reason for your life, and pathway you should follow for ultimate
    happiness.
    Whether your birthpath fully expresses depends upon your
    names, for the names create your personality and are the compelling
    forces that shape your life. The birthpath is the potential to be
    understood and consciously expressed through a mind harmonized
    to one’s purpose.
    Your purpose, determined from your date of birth, reveals a
    philosophical, contemplative influence that prompts you to seek an
    understanding of the deeper reasons for life. Your role is to bring the
    depth of philosophy into the environment where you live and work. It
    is the path of a thinker and philosopher, logician and writer. You
    could develop great powers of concentration and reasoning ability.
    The creative, imaginative, inspirational aspects of your potential
    could express with originality and ingenuity in literary composition,
    journalism, the arts, music, or drama.
    You have a kinship and love for the outdoors and a deep
    appreciation for the wonderment and beauty of nature. Time
    outdoors would give you the contentment to be found in merging
    with nature. Your greatest strength would be your theoretical,
    studious, and reflective nature. You would be intrigued by the
    unexplained, the mysteries of life, and the phenomena of nature. You
    could excel in scientific research in geology, biology, or any of the
    sciences that deal with nature and the earth.
    Your sensitive inner nature is easily disturbed by turmoil,
    superficiality, and misunderstandings that could cause you to
    become self-conscious, withdrawn, and secretive. To protect yourself,
    you could tend to live in your own thoughts. It is important for you to
    understand that this sensitivity is a natural part of your inherent
    ability to discern the depth of life, to concentrate, to explore truth,
    and to pioneer new ideas. These achievements can be realized only
    by a mind that is serene and in control of its thoughts.
    Since you are inclined to be reserved, you would reveal your deeper
    thoughts only to a close personal friend or in writing. It is important
    that you develop poise and flexibility with people, and cultivate a selfexpressive,
    happy, buoyant personality.
    These are your inner qualities, according to your birthpath, that it is
    your duty to express through your intelligence; i.e., it is your mission
    in life—but this can be materialized in action only if the plane of mind
    or desires created by the name are the same as these inherent
    qualities and coincide with a successful destiny number (See the
    section on Destiny).
    The following analysis of your names and signature will show the
    inconsistency between the expression of your personal nature
    created by your names of Angela Goode and your birthpath.
    Making a Birth Date Correction
    If there is an error in your birth date, click the following link:
    Correcting your Birth Date
    If Your Birth Time Was Near Midnight
    The calculation of your birthpath in the previous section is
    based on the widely used Gregorian calendar, which is
    recognized internationally. For births around midnight, the
    day of birth is always determined according to standard time,
    and not daylight-saving time, if it is in effect. A birth occurring in
    the half-hour between midnight and 12:30 am (standard time) is
    treated as occurring on the previous day.
    Please contact the office (support@kabalarians.com) so that
    we can revise your Name Report if your time of birth was in
    either of the following periods:
    Midnight to 12:30 am standard time
    Midnight to 1:30 am daylight-saving time
    Part 2: Analysis of Your Names
    Why Names Matter
    https://www.kabalarians.com/cfm/nrmovie-embedded.cfm
    Too many people today suffer physically, mentally, emotionally, and
    materially—all due to lack of understanding of the principles of name.
    Yes, proper foods and good physical habits are essential and are the
    building blocks to a strong, healthy body, but they are not the
    complete answer. Everyone searches for happiness, health, and
    understanding. The first step towards this goal is knowing the
    reasons why you think the way you do and how your thoughts create
    your life pattern; your happiness, health, and success.
    In your Name Report, your names are analyzed using the 26-letter
    English alphabet. However the effect of your names in English may be
    modified somewhat if, in addition, your names were created from a
    different alphabet. We would be pleased to discuss this matter with
    you.
    Middle Names
    Middle names do not determine your personality traits and are not
    analyzed unless you are called by your middle name. If your middle
    name is a part of your business signature, it would have an overall
    influence in your business affairs and would be described in the
    business signature section.
    Correcting Mistakes in Your Names
    If there are spelling mistakes or missing names in the analysis below,
    click the following link to correct and redo your free Name Report:
    Make corrections
    Your First Name(s)
    Your most used first name(s) reveals your personality—your
    desires, ideals, goals, ambitions, as well as potential health
    weaknesses.
    Important: If your legal name is different than your most used
    name of Angela we would encourage to add your legal first
    name to your Name Report so you can get an analysis of this
    first name as it is a very important influence in your life. For
    example:
    Joseph (legal)
    Joe (most used)
    J (nickname)
    Add and analyze my legal first name
    Angela
    Your name, Angela, creates a quiet, practical nature and a clever,
    studious, inventive mind. Scientific, technical, and mathematical
    subjects appeal to you. Being analytical and naturally studious, you
    are interested in a factual understanding of the mysteries of life and
    the universe. When you are interested in a subject, you tend be very
    thorough and meticulous, even exceedingly fussy over details. You
    are not versatile and adaptable, being instead somewhat fixed in
    your ideas and opinions.
    You need to have an idea developed step by step because it is not
    easy for you to follow a line of thought when steps are left out. Your
    methodical mind requires consistency of thought for clarity of
    concept. Reading and research interest you. You could develop great
    powers of concentration and memory as you can become completely
    absorbed in a subject to the exclusion of all else. You like to finish
    what you start without interruptions, and also to have everything in
    its place and systematically organized. Being steadfast and
    trustworthy, you are recognized as a hard worker who experiences
    satisfaction from accomplishment.
    Since you are not overly conversational and tend to be matter of fact
    and candid in your speech, you wish many times that you could be
    spontaneous, expressive, and happy-go-lucky. Because of your
    reserved nature and self-consciousness, you find it easier to express
    your thoughts through writing than verbally. Being well prepared,
    though, helps you to express verbally.
    You take life seriously and can be easily and deeply hurt. A misguided
    thought from someone can cause you to withdraw into your own
    thoughts for solace and comfort. At such times, you become moody
    and uncommunicative. You dislike crowds and prefer to limit social
    activities to a few close friends. While you long for the affection and
    understanding of close association, and enjoy home and family, you
    also require freedom, as you are independent and need a certain
    amount of time on your own. Although you do not often express your
    deeper feelings, you show your regard for others by what you do for
    them to create comfort and security. Practical creativity such as in
    craft work, cooking, or sewing appeals to you. You also enjoy the
    outdoors and activities such as gardening, hiking, and nature study.
    Your desire for heavier foods, could bring weaknesses in health
    affecting the stomach or intestinal organs, and could cause, for
    example, either constipation, arthritis, rheumatism, or growths. You
    could also experience tension affecting the respiratory organs.
    Your Surname(s)
    The family name is the influence of your background, your
    home environment, the strengths and weaknesses, and the
    hereditary traits.
    It must be clearly borne in mind that this is a generalization of the
    attributes of the surnames given, and in some cases, the
    characteristics are modified by the first name. But, if not modified by
    the first name, the attributes described will predominate. The fault
    lies in the name, and will carry on to the heirs bearing that name.
    Goode
    The surname of 8-2-1Goode creates a family that has the ambition
    and vision to be successful and affluent in the material world, but,
    unfortunately, circumstances force them, time and time again to
    start over. They persevere with hard work, sometimes steamrollering
    their way through obstacles, but are denied the opportunity
    to benefit fully from their efforts; as a result, all that focused intensity
    can revert to frustration and unhappiness. Although they are loyal to
    family and friends, their tendency to be strong in their opinions and
    to say what they think regardless of the feelings of others, can create
    alienation. This surname spoils relaxation and congenial association,
    for its influence is too forceful and aggressive. Some members of this
    family may find release from this strong driving force in creative
    endeavours, possibly through innovative design and inventiveness.
    Often, attention revolves around the wishes of the most dominant
    family member. With such independent, self-centred qualities, there
    is little merging of minds or spontaneous giving to one anotherqualities
    so necessary for creating harmony and happiness in close
    relationships. The strictness and rigidity in the home environment is
    particularly stressful for those who are more sensitive and who crave
    a show of affection and understanding. Young adults often strike out
    on their own at an early age, both to remove themselves from being
    dominated and to fulfil the urge to make their own way. Weaknesses
    in the health in this family would centre either in the head, in the
    eyes, teeth, sinuses, or throat, or in the generative organs, causing
    female problems or prostate gland trouble.
    Your Combined Names(s) Create Your Destiny
    Your combined names show your desires, long-term
    ambitions, and accomplishments and create your destiny or
    your experiences and the conditions that become part of
    your life.
    Angela Goode
    The combined names of Angela Goode give you the desire for
    stability and a settled, happy life, but unfortunately you are taken into
    constantly changing experiences and unsettled conditions that result
    in setbacks and financial losses. As you tend to spread your efforts
    over too many undertakings, there is difficulty in bringing any one
    thing to a successful conclusion. Changes are forced upon you, often
    because of misunderstandings and friction with others, but also
    because of your impatience and intolerance of any restrictions or
    limitations. Those you count on the most often let you down in some
    way. You could experience accidents through impulsive action.
    Tension in the solar plexus could cause nervous indigestion and
    stomach problems.
    Your Business Signature(s)
    Your business signature denotes the degree of your financial
    success and the type of occupations you are drawn into.
    Angela Goode
    To the extent that you use the business signature of Angela Goode, it
    would create a disruption in your business dealings since any
    success in establishing stability in your affairs and finances would be
    offset by unexpected events. There would be many opportunities
    which could bring changes and new experiences but conditions
    would not allow you to pursue your undertakings to a successful
    conclusion. Friction or misunderstandings with others along with
    unfulfilled promises and obligations often thwart your plans causing
    setbacks, bitter disappointments, and financial losses.
    Adding More Names or Making Corrections
    If you have received this Name Report based on an analysis of
    only your most used first and last names and birth date, we
    recommend that you consider completing the full Name Report
    order form which includes analyses of your:
    legal names (first and last)
    nicknames
    business signatures
    middle name
    previous names
    birth names
    maiden names
    future names
    This will give you a more complete analysis of yourself. Click the
    following link to redo your free Name Report with additional
    names or to make corrections:
    Add more names or make corrections
    Part 3: Current Destiny Created by Your Combined Names
    Your combined names of Angela Goode create the overall conditions
    in your life which we call your destiny. Your names have allowed a
    certain degree of accomplishment and success; however, there are
    definite drawbacks and conflicting influences that will spoil your longterm
    personal happiness and fulfillment, and business success.
    These conditions will continually occur (despite your best efforts) and
    will limit your success in life as long as you use these names. See the
    detailed descriptions below.
    Angela Goode
    Your combined names of Angela Goode draw you into too
    many new experiences and sudden unpredictable changes
    that do not let you create a stable and settled life. As a result,
    you are unable to find permanent financial security and
    stability. Activities in your life may go along well for a period
    of time and then something happens to disappoint you
    severely and to force you to make changes. This destiny
    leads to missed opportunities, frequently resulting in
    personal and financial losses and your undertakings seldom
    complete to your satisfaction. The unsettledness and
    instability created by these names can lead to impulsive
    actions and accidents. These names will not allow you to
    reach the success and development of your birthpath
    qualities to the degree that you envision. Tension can affect
    the stomach because of the turbulent nature of your life.
    If you have your name and business signature balanced in
    harmony with your birthpath by using a Balanced Name,
    you will find these conditions changing to greater stability
    and happiness and you will be able to fulfil your ideals and
    reach the success you envision.
    Important Points on the 5 Destiny of your name Angela Goode
    by Dhorea Delain – Senior Name Specialist – Society of Kabalarians
    Part 4: Recommendations for Angela Goode
    Knowing that the cause of the conditions in your life is the result of
    using your current names, you must face the reality that as long as
    you keep using your names of Angela Goode the conditions and
    repeating patterns of experiences will not change or improve. Your
    undertakings will continually fall short of what they could be.
    Unfortunately as long as you use the
    name of Angela Goode you are drawn
    into too many new experiences and
    sudden unpredictable changes that
    do not let you create a stable and
    settled life. This destiny leads to
    missed opportunities, frequently
    resulting in personal and financial losses and your undertakings
    seldom complete to your satisfaction.
    Our recommendation and solution is that you consider a Kabalarian
    Balanced Name that is in harmony with your inner potential as
    determined by your birth date of December 19, 1965. This will create
    the change in your thinking and the opportunities through which to
    express your natural abilities.
    What is a Balanced Name from the Kabalarian Philosophy?
    A Balanced Name is a first and last name balanced mathematically
    using the Kabalarian Philosophy’s unique understanding of the basic
    principles of language, name, and mind.
    A Balanced Name will be in harmony
    with your inner potential as
    determined by from your date of
    birth of December 19, 1965 which
    defined your core purpose of being
    a thinker and writer. Your role is
    to bring depth and philosophy to
    the environments where you live
    and work.
    Depending on your current names, birth date, and other factors, a
    move to a Balanced Name involves anywhere from a simple modified
    spelling of one or both of your names to completely new names.
    What will I experience with a Balanced Name?
    The benefits of a Balanced Name from
    the Kabalarian Philosophy are many
    and far reaching. It will allow you to:
    Grow past the weaknesses and
    limitations from your old names that
    are spoiling your success and
    accomplishment
    Enhance the strengths you already have
    Be consistently happier and relaxed
    Channel your efforts into new activities that will bring greater
    accomplishment, fulfilment, and contentment
    Create greater stability and success in your business, career, and

    Angela’s Mental Health

    Made an appt on the 29th to see my Psychiatrist a month earlier. Was on 40 mg prozac in January and Dr changed it to 60 mg and it has not helped. Looking back on Facebook’s ON THIS DAY it seems like I have major anxiety and depression episodes in Dec-April as well as different times of the year. Nothing seems to help. Been on a multitude of different meds. I HATE feeling so unhappy, worthless, like a failure in all aspects of life. I have felt this way since I was a child.

       Was always bullied in school for my weight. Molested by many due to lack of self esteem. Blaming myself for it all. I will go for months were I am seemingly balanced emotionally when it is all a facade. Always so down on myself.

    Having so many health issues. I even need a wheelchair at times due to weakness and fatigue from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and Charcot Marie Tooth Disease ( a form of muscular dystrophy / peripheral neuropathy. I am always exhausted. Doctor prescribed Pain meds make me feel better for a few hours… but it doesn’t help the entire day. Having issues sleeping lately. TOO Much or NONE at all.

    I could sit here and numerate all the things I feel like I failed at and the things that I allowed others to make me feel worthless. I have had CMT Type1A and got laughed at in gym cause I was so weak in my legs and shoulders. Not diagnosed until 2016. All the kids and teachers should be ashamed that they laughed at me. Teachers and student s taunts and laughs still haunt me. I could name all my bullies but not going to give them credit. I hate that I allowed it.

    I was so young, naive, insecure…. Still feel like I have the social abilities of a seven year old.

    I never dated till I was 25. Married the first man I ever kissed after 6 weeks of dating. No surprise I filed for divorce after 3 weeks. yep. 21 Days. Finalized the Divorce 6 months and 1 day after matrimony. The man said HE ONLY MARRIED ME CAUSE I WAS A VIRGIN. I was blessed enough to have kept my hymen after years of molestation. Actually I bleed on my honeymoon but in reality I didn’t entirely loose my hymen until the second man I made love with Michael Todd. The ex-hubby Mike Hager was small in the manhood dept. VERY SMALL.. Abnormally so… first time I saw it I asked “IF IT WAS A BIG AS IT GOT.” … Sadly IT was. LMAO at Pinky dick 🍄 Just glad I allowed Hager into a very short period of my life. I have not seen him in over 20 years and hopefully never will.

    I was POISON “Rock Group” pen pals with hundreds of Poison and BRET MICHAELS fans. The first one was Michael Todd from Mississippi. I lived in West Virginia at the time. We became close friends by mail and phone calls. Met 2 years later in person. Michael traveled back and forth for over 2 years to see me. Long distance broke us up. He passed away from a Brain Tumor at the age of 45 from Neurofibromatosis. We were still friends to the end. RIP Mikey 1963-2009

    I just feel like venting today. So much goes on in my mind. I even have hallucinations at times. First time I have admitted that. Going to discuss with my doctor.

    Panic attacks are back. Having problems with chills, bone aches, pains, weakness…I lost over half of my hair last year. It is growing back but it is taking forever in some places on my scalp. I lost over 60 lbs last year for no known medical reason other than lack of appetite. Appetite return in 2017 and I gained 20 god’awful pounds. Feeling so fat and ugly.

    What have I done with the last 51 years of my life? Diddly squat ! I just don’t have the confidence to do what I want to. I want to be more vocal, opinionated, friendly. Been on disability for 20 or so years due to anxiety, fibromyalgia, diabetes, morbid obesity, I currently weigh HALF of my top weight. I feel so FROZEN. Paralyzed. A heavy stone weighing down on my shoulders most of the time. Praying to be happy. Spread love and joy.

    I wish I was able to work cause on SSI I barely make enough to survive. I would love to be able to travel, enjoy life, shop…. hell I would love just to be happy half of the day. I am so sad. All the time. 24/7 when I have these what I call “EPISODES” nothing makes me happy or delivers me from this melancholiness. I may have a few good days a month…. but those bad sad days rule my life. I want it to stop. I want to live life, Experience Love. I have not dated in 23 years now. I want to but I am so terrified of doing anything since I am a failure at everything.

    Well I am a good sister I love my baby sis. Always been her caregiver and now she has to take care of me. She is also having a rough time seeing me like this every day. Pray for my sis.

    My memory is bad. At times I can not spell or even think of a word. Always forgetting where things are at.

    I know my mental health is not at a good place. At least I am seeking HELP for it. Can’t wait to see my doctor on the 29th.

    PRAY FOR ME,

    Angela

    Movies Watched 2016/2017

     

    Will be continuously updated…

    10 Cloverfield Lane

    A Merry Frigging Christmas

    The Accountant

    Arrival

    Bad Santa 2

    Big Eyes

    Bridget Jones Diary

    Cafe Society

    Captain America: Civil War

    Captain Fantastic 3-11-2017

    Central Intelligence

    Creed

    David Brent: Life on the Road

    Demolition

    The Dicktator

    Dr Strange

    Genius

    GhostBusters 2016

    Girlfriends Day

    Gods of Egypt

    Hail Caesar 

    How To Be Single

    Huntsman: Winter War

    I Don’t Feel At Home In This World Anymore

    I Saw The Light

    Inferno

    The Infiltrator

    Jack Reacher:Never Go Back

    Jungle Book

    KONG: SKULL ISLAND   3-13-2017

    Legend

    Legend of Tarzan

    London Has Fallen

    Masterminds

    Money Monster

    My Name is Doris

    Neighbors 2 :Sorority Rising

    Nice Guys

    Nine Lives

    Nocturnal Animals

    Pete’s Dragon

    Rat Race

    Sausage Party

    Secret in Their Eyes

    Secret Life of Pets

    Sisters

    StarDust

    Steve Jobs

    Suicide Squad

    Swing State

    Tripe 9

    Trolls 3-11-2017

    Trumbo

    X-Men Apocalypse 

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    MARCH 8TH

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    Phenomenal Woman

    Phenomenal Woman 
    BY MAYA ANGELOU
    Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
    I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size   
    But when I start to tell them,
    They think I’m telling lies.
    I say,
    It’s in the reach of my arms,
    The span of my hips,   
    The stride of my step,   
    The curl of my lips.   
    I’m a woman
    Phenomenally.
    Phenomenal woman,   
    That’s me.

    I walk into a room
    Just as cool as you please,   
    And to a man,
    The fellows stand or
    Fall down on their knees.   
    Then they swarm around me,
    A hive of honey bees.   
    I say,
    It’s the fire in my eyes,   
    And the flash of my teeth,   
    The swing in my waist,   
    And the joy in my feet.   
    I’m a woman
    Phenomenally.

    Phenomenal woman,
    That’s me.

    Men themselves have wondered   
    What they see in me.
    They try so much
    But they can’t touch
    My inner mystery.
    When I try to show them,   
    They say they still can’t see.   
    I say,
    It’s in the arch of my back,   
    The sun of my smile,
    The ride of my breasts,
    The grace of my style.
    I’m a woman
    Phenomenally.
    Phenomenal woman,
    That’s me.

    Now you understand
    Just why my head’s not bowed.   
    I don’t shout or jump about
    Or have to talk real loud.   
    When you see me passing,
    It ought to make you proud.
    I say,
    It’s in the click of my heels,   
    The bend of my hair,   
    the palm of my hand,   
    The need for my care.   
    ’Cause I’m a woman
    Phenomenally.
    Phenomenal woman,
    That’s me.

    Maya Angelou, “Phenomenal Woman” from And Still I Rise. Copyright © 1978 by Maya Angelou

    Hypoglycemia

    Rosie just had her 1st episode of hypoglycemia in years. Just glad that she and I both realize when our sugars bottoms out. Dad no longer knows when it is happening which is a problem. He ends up non-responsive in an ambulance. #Diabetes

    Annual Pap Smear and Mammogram

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    Ladies get your YEARLY PAP SMEAR
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pap_test
    Early detection saves lives
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    Get 1st Baseline MAMMOGRAM age 40
    earlier if it breast cancer runs in your family or at high risk.
    After the age of 50 get a YEARLY MAMMOGRAM
    Early detection saves lives
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    #PapSmear #Gynecological #AnnualCheckup #Mammogram #Cancer #GetCheckedBeforeItadvances

    Angela Checkup 

    Perfect #cervix
    Pale due to #menopause #TMI 
    #Premarin Cream 
    #Mammogram Scheduled March24th
    ~Angela

    Rosie Checkup

    Vaginal Ultrasound and Pap Smear